Oxygen

Chapter 19: Desire.

...Once we arrived, I noticed that we were were in the most wonderful place in the world. It was the place of our first kiss. That same old precipice. Immediately, I became more soft. It was July, outside was warm and we arrived at the sunset. I didn't say any word, grabbed Oliver's hand, and we headed to the same place we were standing 6 months ago. I laid down and put my head on his chest.

-Why this bitch is always like that? Why can't she understand me as you do?

-Maybe...

-What?

-Maybe she doesn't love you at all.

-I'm always thinking of that. You know, I never felt so safe next to any person., I started confessing. You make me feel safe and loved. And I want to thank you for that. Thank you for making me happy when I'm sorrow. For making me smile when I cry. Making me feel loved when I feel like no one needs me. Thank you for everything.

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Warning ⚠️ 21+ content.
You have been warned. Bring some holly water. May the lord be with you. Blessed be.
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He leaned in and kissed me. We were laying on the ground and our tongues were touching each other. He held my waist and slowly went down to my neck. I could feel his warm breath on my neck. A few seconds later, his lips touched my neck, sucking every inch. Purple hickeys over my neck. Oliver gently removed my t-shirt. Since I was braless, he smirked looking at my naked abdomen. I was laying there, under him, red like of tomato because of embarrassment. I tried to cover my breasts with my hands, but I felt Oliver's hands stopping me.

-Baby, you are beautiful, you shouldn't be embarrassed of your body.

I nodded and he continued licking everything inch of my skin. His right hand leaned in my pants, while his left hand was rubbing my right breast. He was sucking my left breast and he was slowly climbing down my belly. while he reached my lower abdomen, he unbuttoned my jeans and took them off. I was wearing black lace thongs, and started gently licking me. I felt a lot of pleasure. I accidentally moaned, and then quickly covered my mouth. He looked at me.

-Baby, I know it is your first time, but you shouldn't be embarrassed of yourself. I want you to forget about everything that is bothering you right now, and I want you to savor every second. I want to hear you moan my name. I want you to forget about all the assholes in the world and focus on us right now. Got me?

I nodded and he continued doing the tongue technology. I grabbed his hair hardly, since I started feeling warmth covering my body. I felt a pleasure capturing my whole body.

-Baby, do you allow me to-

I cupped his face and said.

-I gave myself to you since the moment we were here five months ago, and where was our first kiss.

-Okay, it will hurt a little, but the pain will fade away. Tell me if you want to stop.

-Oliver, I know how women feel when they loose their virginity. Go ahead already.

He nodded and quickly unbuckled his belt. He slowly went on top of me and looked deep into my eyes. A few seconds later, he kissed my forehead and slowly entered me. I felt an enormous pain in my lover part. I wanted to die. I tried to distract myself from the pain but I couldn't. The pain was too big. Tears started slowly falling down on my cheeks. Oliver gently kissed my lips.

-Be patient babygirl. Just a little bit more. It will fade away.

I nodded and tried to calm myself down. After a few minutes I started feeling pleasure instead of pain. I stopped crying and started moaning. Oliver realized I was feeling pleasure, and he started thrusting in deeper and faster. Each time he was thrusting in, he was hitting my g-spot. I was moaning from pleasure. In a few minutes, I came all over him. But he still continued fucking me until he came inside me.

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Oliver laid next to me. while I put my shirt on, he put his boxers on. I didn't want to put my jeans on, since my shirt was long enough to cover my butt. Oliver put on his jeans on and laid on my right, hugging my shoulders with his left arm. We stayed like that for a while, watching the stars and thinking about life until...