chapter 1 ' just hang out ? '

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it was a regular friday , i got home from school and changed from my school clothes. i took off my cropped hoodie , adidas tights and huaraches and changed into an oversized cameron dallas sweatshirt and leggings.
it was a long day so i got comfortable in my bed. as i was getting ready to take a nap , i hear my phone ding and notice i got a text message from my ex , samuel. im not over him and he knows that. i want to be with him but he just isn't ready for a relationship and i am willing to wait. i immediately check his text.

sam : heyy , wyd ?
me : nothing , bored . you ?
sam : you wanna hangout ?
me : sure , 5 mins ?

i haven't hung out with him in about a month since i was out of town for a while , so im really excited. we dont really talk to each other at school but that's fine with me. we don't need attention on us anymore. we both constantly get hate or attention when we dont want it and we aren't anything serious anyways . as i am putting on the pink fuzzy socks my best friend got me , i hear a knock on my front door , i run downstairs , open the door and motion for him to come in. he walks in and gives me a huge hug. we stand there for a while and i cant help but laugh.
" what you laughing at ? "
he asks with a smile on his face.
"nothing, we just haven't hung out in a while"
he comes in. we go into my room and he sits down on my bed
" here , pick a movie " i say while opening netflix and handing him my phone.
it was a usual thing for us to hang out , but but this time we're broken up and i don't know how to feel. i get a weird vibe but i shake it off.
as im taking off my necklace in front of my dresser , he comes from behind me and starts kissing on my neck. i go along with it , turn around , pick his head up , move his lips from my neck and connect them with mine. as i first felt his lips back on mine , i felt that his kisses were passionate and genuine , like he loves me like i love him. we both get comfortable and pick out a movie. we cuddle for a while during the movie but he keeps trying to force it into something else and it makes me uncomfortable.

okay , so that is the first chapter ! 439 ball words , sorry i know it's short

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