Depression and Suicidal

Father

I go home alone and be sad. I'll cook my dad some food and wait for him to come home to care for him. He'll hurt me sometimes which is called "Abused" He'll hurt me because I look like my actual mother but she left us. I really never wanted to be with my dad because of being abuse. I would think he never really loved me.. he didn't really treat me right and cared. I think he just misses my mom, because they had a nice strong relationship until I came and made things difficult. I do miss my mom, but I have to stay strong to be far away from her.. I try to help my dad to be healthy. He kinda abuses me still, but he's trying to stop his drinking issue.