Depression and Suicidal

Rape

I was just walking, I got a feeling That something was gonna happen.. but continued to walk. Then some guy came up to me and slapped my ass, as I call Harassment. I turn around, he looked my age. He grabs my arm and takes me to a place in his car, as I call Kidnapping. He locked his door, his car was tinted, so I knew it fucked. He told me to suck his.......... I refused. He's strong so he forced me, but closed my mouth. And got away from the force. He took me to his place, not to far from my place, just a few blocks. He pulled me to his room and pulled down my pants and he... did it. I cried, it hurts... I pretend to enjoy just to get free, but ran away.. luckily he had a con(you know). I ran so far I almost made it to my house, but I was crying in pain. Walked home and cried and cried. My father asked me why I was crying. I told him nothing and ran to my room.