He Said He Loved Me (ON HOLD and RE-WRITING)

Introduction/Chapter 1

Introduction

My name is Sarah Withford the Luna of my mate's pack. The Starling Crescent Pack one of the biggest and highly trained packs in all of america. I met my mate when I was 17 and he was 18 we fell in love at first sight and everything was put in place after that. My life got better and better each day until I found my mate fooling around with my best friend. I didn't tell anyone and I kept it to myself. I didn't wanna bring down the pack just because of my personal issues. When he came home that night he didn't even bother changing his clothes to reduce the scent of my bestfriend on him. I ignored it being the naive girl he did say he loved me and I should trust him. 3 years passed by and this is my story. 

Chapter 1

I woke up with Alexander's arms securely wrapped around my waist. He was snoring softly behind me and his breathing was slow telling me he's still asleep. I slowly peeled of his arms around me and got out of bed. I took a shower and help relax my body. Ever since I found out my mate is having an affair with my bestfriend my wolf got out of control. Each day it gets harder and harder to control her. If I don't do something about it I'll end up murdering someone. I shook away the thoughts and turned off the shower. I wrapped my towel around my body and turned off the lights closing the door on the way. I noticed he was awake now and he was watching me like a hungry volture. My Alexander was the most sexiest thing I've ever seen. He was about 6'4 and his body is very built and masculine. His eyes are the lightest shades of grey and his luscious lips. I get turned on just by looking at him. Too bad he's cheating on me. Sad part is he thinks I'm stupid and clueless and I don't know a thing he's doing.

"See something you like babe?" He asked smirking.

"No...I'm gonna go downstairs and make breakfast.." I said tearing my gaze away from him looking down and heading downstairs to the kitchen. 

We we're never like this. We always laughed and loved each other unconditionally. He would always put me on his lap and draw circles on my back relaxing me. I would always make him breakfast and tease him letting him chase me. But now. He doesn't love me anymore. I felt my bottled up tears forming in my eyes making my vision blurry. Ohhh crap. Not again.  I quickly wiped my tears and continued to walk to the kitchen. I found someone already standing there making something in the pan. She turned around and it was my bestfriend who's fooling around with my mate. My wolf growled and wanted to take over. 

"Oh hey good morning Sarah I'm making scrambled eggs take a seat I'll give you a plate in a second" She smiled sweetly at me. I almost gagged in disgust. She's the most fakest bitch I've ever  met. I smiled a small smile at her and grabbed a seat. I wanna rip her to shreds. Please Sarah let me take over I swear she'll be gone and we can have our mate all to ourselves. I almost got convinced but immediately shook it away. Alex came downstairs with only cargo shorts on putting his muscles in full display. "Good morning Leah you look fine today" I flinched to what he said. Is he shitting me right now? Right infront of me unfucking believable. I tried not to show too much emotions so I looked down playing with my fingers. 

"Sarah what's wrong babe? You've been so down" He asked putting a finger on my chin forcing me to look up. Crap. I tried fighting the tears but there was too much and I couldn't keep them all in. He looked at me like he cared. "Why are you crying? hun?" He asked standing up from his chair to pick me up. I pushed him away. "No I'm fine. Let's just eat breakfast." I said reassuring him. He nodded but I can still see that he's curious of my actions. 

I quickly finished my food and went up stairs but before I went to my room I stopped at the very top of the stairs I heard them talking.

"Maybe she knows about us alex" 

"I doubt that. She's too naive and don't worry she'll never figure out about us." 

I heard Leah moan I'm guessing they're making out now. I don't know what hurts more. My own mate calling me naive? or Them making out about 15 feet away from me. I growled and ran to my room. I quickly grabbed a bag and stuffed random clothes inside. I opened my secret safe with my saved up money inside and passport just in case something happens. I wrapped the bag straps around my chest and I shifted into my pure white wolf. I quietly opened the window and left a letter I wrote years ago. 

Dear Alexander,

I'm sorry I left but the pain I've been bottling up in my chest just keeps getting worst and worst. I don't want to bring you or the pack down so I decided to leave. I know that you and my bestfriend is having an affair and since I am your mate and you want my bestfriend instead of me. I'll try and accept it. Please don't come looking for me. I want you and my bestfriend to be happy and love her like I loved you.. Farewell my mate. Have a happy life. 

-Sarah 

I dropped the letter on his bed and jumped out of the window making no sounds at all. I started to run to a place called nowhere and just kept running not looking back. I hope he's happy.

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So this is just a sneak peek of my first story. I want to know if people will actually read it so I can upload more chapters. Thanks!