He Said He Loved Me (ON HOLD and RE-WRITING)

Chapter 22

Sarah's POV

I wonder where my life would be now if Alex didn't screw up our relationship. I wonder if we would have a kid by now.. We did always talked about having kids but I don't think that will happen anymore.. I watched a napping Tristan on his bed sucking his thumb away. I leaned against the door frame and watched him quietly enjoying the feeling of having my own son. 

Suddenly big strong arms engulfed around my body making me squirm. The familiar tingling sensation I knew too well to be forgotten was attacking me every second. I turned around and came face to face with Alex. His sexy soft lips that I always loved was a breath away from mine. I wanted to kiss him so badly but it was wrong.. 

Snapping out of my little daze I placed my hands on his chest and shoved him back giving myself some space. His hurt face explained it all. I knew he regretted it and felt terribly sorry but I gave up too much to be with him but I don't see how it was fair for him to just go and fuck my own best friend. 

"Look. You need to stop doing this. You're just playing with my feelings all over again and I'm sick and tired of it! One minute you're acting like one big pathethic over protective asshole then the next you're apologizing and sneaking up on me acting as if we're back as normal mates" I closed Tristan's door behind me hoping he doesn't wake up. 

I watched him brush his hands through his messy soft black hair. He looked like a little boy who just lost in an argument. 

"Sarah I need you back baby..I haven't touched one girl that isn't you! I know what I did and I regret it so much that I can't even bring myself to forgive my own self! Everyday my wolf comes to me saying how fucking stupid  I was and you know what? I deserved every single one of it and ever since you left I hired the best trackers and I tried to find you or any hint of your scent.....I'm desperate for you Sarah...Please I need you...." By now his face was so broken and tears we're silently rolling down his eyes. 

Without thinking I pulled him close to me and hugged him tight. I felt his soft sobs against my chest and we both just stayed there holding each other and comforting each other with each others presence. I wish it was like this everyday. Me comforting him and him cuddling with me...

A sound of a cough both made our heads snap and we looked at where it came from and a broken hearted looking Link was standing there giving me a small smile.. 

And that was the last time I saw Link......