His Abused Mate

Chapter 5

"Mate" was all he said as his eyes started to change.
   He pushed me up against the door and kissed me. Gray was howling in joy and I was enjoying this but I'm broken. Liam wouldn't want an abused mate so I pushed him away. My heart started to ache but I didn't want to hurt him more. "I'm sorry I just can't do this." I told him as I walked out the room leaving Liam standing there confused, sad, and worst of all hurt. I ran outside and quickly found Sara. Liam came out shortly and he didn't even look my way. We made out way to the courtyard and I found the whole pack  waiting. Alpha Mark got up in front of everyone and said "Welcome, as you all know we got a new a pack member." The pack clapped for some reason. "Also I bring good news, we found another white wolf." The pack then started screaming in joy. Wait did he say another? "Well who is it?" This guy with brown and blue hair said. I suddenly realized that he was a white wolf too. "It is our new pack member, Skylar Clark." He told everyone. Sara pushed me forward so everyone could see me. Everyone was cheering and clapping. After a while Mark let everyone go home. I started to walk away but then the blue hair guy came up to me. "Your Skylar right?" I nodded my head at him. "Cool I'm Alex, I have the water element." He said as he made a ball of water in his hand. "Hey, I could teach you how to use your element if you want." I nodded my head at him. "Just come find me when you want to learn.  I can understand it being weird. See ya around." He said as he walked away waving his hand. I waved back and walked back with Sara and Mason.
 
       When we walked inside I plopped down on the couch and started crying. "Skylar homey what's wrong?" Sara asked me with concern laced in her voice. "I found my mate." I told her while wiping my tears away. I shouldn't be crying because I pushed him away. "That's great Skylar. Wait did he reject you?" She said with a bit if anger.
"No, I pushed him away."
"Why Skylar?"
"I'm broken and some type of weird monster. I'm not special and Liam shouldn't have been paired with me. The moon goddess made a mistake of me being a white wolf and pairing me with the Alpha's son." I sort of yelled at her.
"Oh Skylar, you're not broken your a special girl. Wait Liam the soon to be alpha is your mate?!?"
"Yeah, but he doesn't deserve a weak person like me."
"Skylar you don't understand he needs you. Once a soon to be alpha finds his mate he supposed to mate with you and then you will both rule the pack. You also need to be there to calm him down."
Mate? What did she mean by that? Skylar she means you have sex with him. But Gray I'm not ready for that. You don't know what it was like to live  with my father, no one does. But Skylar our wolves need each other. If your not going to love him reject him. Save him the pain Skylar, you're just causing him more pain. With that Gray cut off the link. Did I really want to reject him? Of course I did, i don't deserve his love. "Goodnight Sara I'll see you tomorrow." I said to her and walked away. I faintly heard her say goodnight as I walked to my room. I plopped down on my bed and fell asleep.
 
    "Skylarrrrrr, Skylarrrrrrr." Some mysterious and creepy voice said.