How The Gang leader Saved Me (Boyxboy)

Chapter 7

A few days later~

Zander and I have gotten closer these past few days. He still continues to act all lovey dovey to me and we've gotten to know each other alone better. My beatings at school have kinda stopped but people still push me around or hit me when Zander isn't around (which is rare). But my abuse at home has gotten worse. I have to cover up more bruises and scratches more than ever!

But let's not forget about my dear old friend depression. I haven't cut in a while and wasn't planning on it until now

Abuse/rape Warning
Flashback to like an hour ago~
I came home from school and my dad's friends were there. When I closed the door they're heads turned to me and they smiled darkly at me before standing up and walking towards me. "So is this the whore you were talking about bobe?" One of them said "yep and he's all yours for right now." Wait...what "Great" he smiled sadisticly. He grabbed me threw to the floor." Now make this easier for yourself and try not to struggle to much" he said while they started to unbuckle their pants. Sudden realization hit me. I'm about to be rapped. I started to move but one of them held me down and pulled down my pants. That's when I tried to get out alot harder but it was no use, he was stronger than me by alot. They started jacking off and one of them put their dick in my mouth and said " don't even try to bite me or I'll hurt you more. Now suck you slut." I slowly started to move my head up and down while tears were running down my face like streams. He started to grunt and slapped me saying "faster." Behind me I could feel something poking my hole and my legs being lifted so I'm resting on my knees. I figured it was a finger inside of me and cried harder and moved more from the pain. The guy in front of me started to thrust into my mouth and I started chocking. Soon the fingers left me and was replaced with something much bigger. Then I felt something warm and salty going down my throat spill down my throat, his cum. I was about to pull off when he said "you better swallow" and he pulled out. The guy with his dick in me groaned "your so tight, your swallowing my cock you whore." He said and started thrusting into me hard and fast. I wanted to scream but didn't want to get hit so I silently cried. After some time he came in me and pulled out. I sighed thinking it was over but then the other two pushed theirs in at the same time. I felt like I was being ripped apart. I felt something run down my leg and realized it was blood. My blood. I felt the two cum in me and pulled out as well. I collapsed on the floor and continued to cry while they put their dicks away and left. I slowly pulled my pants up and stood up. My 'father' came up to me and said "good job you little slut. You got me some money."he said before walking away. I ran up the stairs and into my bathroom.

End of flashback and abuse/rape

Cutting ahead tho:/
So now I have my blade in my hand, holding it up to my wrists as I made the first cut. I instantly felt better already. I continued to make more cuts all over my arm then did it to my other arm. I watched the blood come out and felt alot better. But I couldn't help but cry harder. I'm just so done with life. My parents hate me, I just got rapped, I'm bullied at school, and I'm just utterly useless. I'm just fat, ugly, a disgrace, a waste of space and time. The only thing keeping me alive is Zander but he could brake me too. If I lose him then I'd kill myself.
Ok it's done

I cleaned up my mess and wrapped my arms after a shower. I made sure to clean my ass after that. I'm so fucking disgusting, I let them rape me. Zander would hate me if he found out. I limped to my bed and got in the covers. My back and ass burn and feel horrible. I stopped crying but I'm still in pain. Why am like this. What did I do to deserve this? I turned around and snugged into my bed. But my thoughts of Zander kept me up. He was perfect. He was so sweet and protecting but also funny and serious at the same time. He actually cares about me too. He even blows off all those sluts and rejected all the girls who tried to get with him. But I feel like he's not telling me everything. It's like he's hiding something, but what? I know that Andy and Dennis know. Their always leaving at random times and get phone calls that make them get hard looks or mad. But whatever it is I'mma find out. But I need to tell him about me being into ddlb. I'm a little and I need a daddy. I think he's perfect for it but we'll see. I can't get carried away yet we're not even dating. That made me a little sad but if we do date I'll tell him right then and there. I fell asleep Wondering what he's doing right now.

Zanders pov.
I shoot the guy in the foot and and he screamed in pain. "Who are you working for?" You see the guy is a traiter, he was sending our information out to another gang and we caught him so now we're torturing him for the information on that gang and what not.

But he doesn't want to talk so yeah. I decided to go to bed and let Jace do it because I was tired. When I was in my bedroom i went in the bathroom and took a shower. I couldn't help but think of Dean. He was adorable and so small and perfect! He was shy but bold about the things he was passionate about and I loved it. Shitt I loved him. But I have to make him mine first before I tell him about what I do for a living. Hopefully he doesn't freak out and leave me. But first I have to officially make him my boyfriend and I need to tell him about my lifestyle. I'm not only a gang leader but a daddy Dom. And Dean is the perfect little boy for me. With his childish behavior and he's already small but he's just perfect. But that ass though is fucking amazing. It's so plump and round and oh so fuckable. I can't wait to balls deep bro:)

Tomorrow's Friday and we've known each other for about a month now and I'm going to ask him to be my boyfriend. I hope he'll say yes, I already love him. I just want him, all of him, I want him too love me too. I want too see him smile and laugh because of me, feel protected, cherished and well happy. I don't want to see him cry or be sad and frown. I want to hear him say I love you to me, I want to hear him scream my name while I pound into him. I want to hear him moan while we make love and to hear him call me daddy and I call him my little boy.

I looked down and seen little me make an appearance. Well shit only he can turn me on😛 . I already got out the shower but you can guess what I did for the next hour to cure my problem. After I was done and in bed I couldn't help but think before I went to sleep was

Damn...I can't wait till he's mine~

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Well this is my longest chapter and bruh I was pained to write such a sad part T_T. But it's about to have a whole lotta drama. Nah jk but seriously.

Until next time