Chandlyn Was Real

Her first love...?

Chandler's POV

I pull up to pick-up parking at the airport. I wipe my hands on the jeans, I don't know why my palms are sweaty.

Am I nervous? Why am I nervous?

I find the answer to my own question but just leave it. My phone bings, it's from Katelyn. It says she'll be out in 10 minutes. I sigh and lean back in my seat. After some thought I decide to pull out of pick up parking and park the car to go inside.

Katelyn's POV

Hana shakes my shoulder slightly. I slowly wake up and look out the plane window to realize we have landed. I collect the small amount of thing scattered around me and stand up. As we exit the plane I text Chandler that I will be out in 10 minutes.

He doesn't know that Hana is with me, I hope he doesn't mind dropping her off at my house.

I ask Hana to go to the snack bar with me before we leave. I grab us some drinks and 2 ice creams. We sit down to eat and I think about how I'm going to explain to Chandler why I never told him Hana was going to be on the show but also why she is here. Since I have plenty of time until I see Chandler I begin to think.

However my thoughts are interrupted when I hear, "Katelyn?"

Me and Hana both turn to see Chandler. When I do I realize he wasn't looking at me. He was looking at Hana.

"OMG Chandler!" She jumps up and hugs him. "It's been so long!"

"..Yeah" he looks at me confused from over her shoulder.

I stand up and walk over to where they are standing. When they both turn to look at me.

"Hey Katelyn did I ever tell you Chandler was my first love?"

Chandler laughs nervously and puts his head down.

Surprised I stumble back a bit.

She smiles at him, "Haha it's actually such a funny story, we were kids so obviously I didnt really mean much but still ahaha."

With every laugh my stomach churns a bit more. I try to change the topic.

"Hey so-"

"Oh ahaha I got some ice cream on your shirt I'm sorry!"

"..oh it's fine!" Chandler laughs.

I stand there while they catch up.

"It's getting a little late we should head to the hotel." Hana says with a smile.

"Yeah, I guess I'm taking both of you back."

I answer Chandler question with a nod. "Surprise."

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When we finally get done dodging through all the crowds and make.it to Chandler car we like in. I'm in the back and Chandler and Hana in the front. I feel someone looking at me but when look up at the car mirror Chandler averts his gaze to the road as we begin the pull out of the parking lot.

I'm quiet for most of the ride, I even manage to take a small nap. Hana is a very very talkative person so I wasn't surprised when she ended up talking with Chandler the whole time. She even tried to join me in on the conversation but for some reason I just wasn't in the mood the talk.

I asked Chandler to drop me off at my house first. Hana had already checked in to her hotel online so she wouldn't have any trouble getting settled into her room. I said my goodbyes and went straight to my room. My roommate wasn't home at the moment because she was partying at a friends house, so I was home alone. I made a dinner for one in the microwave and sat and watched tv in the living room.

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At 2:00am I try to fall asleep but just can't, too many thought swarm my head, like bees in a hive. So much buzzing. I sit and write songs trying to pour out my feeling, attempting to clear my mind but I can't, I just can't. My hands begin to cramp and shake from all the writing and scribbling I've been doing. I decide it's time to stop and clean up the mess I have made on the kitchen table. Too lazy to go to my bed I lay on the couch in silence. Not able to sleep I just lay. When my roommate walks in late at night I close my eyes and pretend to be asleep. She sighs, laying a blanket on me and goes to her room.

I open my eyes again when she is out of the room and pull off the blanket. I'm too hot, almost sweating, to be in need of a blanket. I don't know what's wrong with me. I am anxious and worrying about things that aren't happening.

But they have happened I think to myself ... before.

Something is very wrong with me. Maybe I was born this way. But I think it's because of my past, maybe it's because of what happened to me. I'm so paranoid that it's going to happen again, and by the looks of things... it will. 💕

《Okay so I've been gone for waaaay too long and I'm sorry BUT I'M BACK BABY AND BETTER THAN EVER! Expect more updates more often because school is out and I'm excited to write more.》

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