Chandlyn Was Real

His first love.

Chandler's POV

Me and Katelyn ended up going to the park and planning a picnic.  After walking around for an hour we went shopping and got sandwich stuff.  Katelyn always brought Hana into the conversation somehow.  But it always turned into questions about me and her.  I thought maybe if we are eating she wouldn't be able to talk about her anymore. 

I begin to set the blanket out and put the basket in the middle.  Katelyn sits down next to me and I can tell she's tired.  She slumps down and her eyelids seem heavy.  I begin to wonder if she even slept.  And if she didn't, why?

I start making the sandwiches and Katelyn seems to be zoned out.  I put her food in front of her but she doesn't look at it.  I wave my hand in front of her and she finally snaps out of it.

"Oh sorry I'm just kind of tired.  I didn't go to sleep last night." She says and shrugs.

I'm about to say something when katelyn pipes in.  "So Hana was your first love huh?"

I look at here confused.  She looks up and says, "Well I mean that's what she said and I find it interesting."

"Katelyn-"

"No really I find it interesting.  Three friends, the guy, his crush-thing, and his first love." She laughs tensly,  "It's almost like some story, like a fan fiction or something."

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For a moment I just sit there in disbelief.  I never expected Katelyn to be like this.  And now that I'm thinking about it she never has been.  Speechless I just stare at her in confusion.

She is the first to speak up,"Listen I just... maybe I should go."

"Wait why?" I put my hand on her wrist.

She stops for only a moment but continues to stand up and pack her things.  Angry now I stand up and try to talk some since into her.

"Why are you acting like this?!  Honestly, this isn't you!"

Silently she finishes packing up her things and begins walking.  I leave all my stuff behind and run after her. 

"And where are you going? I brought you here!"

She stops and stands silently for a moment.  Suddenly she turns and looks at me. 

I could see tears collecting in her eyes now. "You could have told me!  I had to find out through Hana!"

"Why the hell does it even matter?!"

"Because Chandler, she is the first girl you even loved, and you still talk to her!"

"Do you have any idea how crazy you sound?!  I never loved Hana, I love you!  Y-your my first love...!"

Now with tears streaming down her face katelyn stands there silently.

"I'm calling you an Lyft, clearly you don't want to ride with me."

"I-" katelyn starts but I shut my car door and drive off.

Even though I drove off I still wait near by to make sure Katelyn gets into her Lyft safely.  She's crying.  I didn't realize how worked up I had gotten until now.  How did things end up this way..?

Katelyn's POV

Inside I know what I said was wrong, but I just can't admit it to myself.  I also want to say that I don't know where that outburst came from, but I do.  As I sit waiting for my Lyft I can't help but cry.  I cry about my fight with Chandler, about his confession, about the way the day has turned out, and
about my past. 💕

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