Can you hear that? (It sounds so colorful)

That Girl Over There

           

It's not nice in here.
The voice in my head,
Really wants me dead.

You want me so thin,
That the room starts to spin.

You say you don't like men?
Well, that's a major sin.

You say you want friends,
But all you do is stay in bed.

If you really want me gone,
Then grab me that oxycodone.

50 should do the job,
If you want to end it all.

Just get out of my head.
My mind is filled with bad thoughts.
I want to scream and shout,
But the voice in my head won't let it come out.

The girl in my head is oh so sad.
I wish I could help her from being so bad,
But everything I do just seems to make her so mad.

Eat less food and maybe you'll die.
Take those pills and get a little high.

I want her gone for good,
So I can feel alive.
But if I cry,
Will she feel like the bad guy?

The abuse that I take,
Always makes my body shake.
Maybe from the chill that hits my bones,
Or maybe from the guilt I left at home.

This bottle is my temporary therapy.
Making me wish I could fly.

I can't take it anymore.
It might be my time to go.
Tell my mom she's great,
But unfortunately, I've chosen my fate.

It's time to say goodbye.
While the voice slowly dies.
She says they won't miss you,
You're doing them a favor.
Go hug and kiss 'em,
Don't forget to tell 'em, you'll miss 'em.

Now the show is over.
The voice is gone,
And your breathing is slower.
Close your eyes,
And let the darkness take over.