Can you hear that? (It sounds so colorful)

I know I'm not her, but I can try

You ignored me, but I adore you.
You bruised me but I'd never hurt you.
You hate me but I'll never stop loving you.
You leave me but I still chase you.
You chose her but I'll always want you.
You moved on but I'll never replace you.
Why can't you love me? Im still trying.
Why wasn't I enough? I can be better.
Why did you break me? I was trying to fix you.
Was I too much for you? I can tone it down.
Were there any good times? I can give you what you want.
Was it ever real? I can be the perfect illusion.

.....was she just the one? I'm sorry, I'm not her.