Cigarette

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Take a long drag from your cigarette.
Blow me away with the smoke between your trembling lips.
Watching you indulge in your habits as if my arms have withdrawn.
I wasn't worth the energy, was I?
I wasn't worth the time it took to wake from my nightmares.
And yet...
Break me down. Watch me burn, for I am just the smoke in between your lips.
I want to tell them I'll be fine, but their ears are sewn shut.
You let me go and kept the habits.
Falling deeper within a spiral of no return.
The tobacco was more important than your life, was it?
You blow your smoke back to hit the reflecting glass.
Eye contact never breaking.
You and I blink in sequence both reaching for the cigarette once again.
Never tell me I didn't care, for I resent the truth.
Toss the bud away, replace with blooming roses.
Ah yes replace the addiction with the love you hold deep within your heart.
Though I never could've thought those roses would be your next crippling habit.
Why must you show no self control?

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