So contagious (Jaime Preciado & Jordan Fish Fanfic)

I walked out side my porch, it was another one of those rainy San Diego nights. The rain poured over me, but it didn't matter the cold drops felt calm against my skin. I couldn't stop thinking of him, he was so perfect. His spiky hair, deep dimples, warm smile and mezmorizing eyes, he's my everything, but I he has no idea how much I love him. "Fuck you!" I yelled into the dark rainy night sky, hoping for answer. "I'm so pathetic" I said kicking a rock. "You know, you really shouldn't be out here, you'll get sick" he said with his hands in his pockets. "Jaime!" I yelled running towards him, giving him a giant hug. "Sorry" I said letting him go and tucking my dark black hair behind my ears. He looked so amazing, his leather jacket and tight jeans drove me crazy. "Sorry for what?" he asked walking beside me. "Um nothing just forget it, shouldn't you be out with your girlfriend?" I asked giving him a death glare. "Yea, she stood me up, I waited for hours, fucking bitch! Don't tell her I said that!" He responded sadly. I stared at him trying to hold back laughter. "Her loss, stupid skank." I thought to myself. "Well that's a-" I was cut off by Jaime's phone ringing " Hello? Yea babe, no no its cool, I'm...um.. I'm just walking around, yea I'll be there in about 5 minutes. Okay love you too" He said hanging up. "I ugh gotta-" " Yea whatever" I said cutting him off turning away and rolling my eyes.

  I walked back inside the words replaying in my head "Babe, Love" "I fucking hate this" I yelled holding back tears. I ran up stairs into my room, I searched through my drawer and grabbed a razor. "No get it together Delilah. I won't do it again" I said sobbing. I felt the cool razor I shivered as it touched my skin. I felt tears go down my cheeks, they burned as I slashed my skin. One.Two.Three. Suddenly it all faded black.