Why do I trust you? (Zion Kuwonu)

I was alone

Side note
A BITCH 18 👅👅 Im a legal bitch now hoes

I'm wanting for a difference between 17 and 18 coz its not like I can buy alcohol I ain't go no ID umma get one tho...anywhooo

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And just like that ... i was alone

I call Tasha
"Babess"

"I've been waiting for you call mrsimgoingtocallyouwhenigetthere"

"Sorry hows my baby boy Amari "

"He's good lord nights have been hard"

"Is Blake helping out?"

"Yeah he stays sometimes to do the night feeds"

"Aw I'm glad you guys are working out"

"You told his parents yet?"

"Wait your cutting out-"

"Savannah I'm not stupid you haven't told them tell me you told him at least "

"I couldn't find the right time I literally didn't even mean to get all the way there without telling him"

"Give
Me
Details "

"I told him I wasn't ready for motherhood and he broke up with me"

"Wow straight forward as fuck are you not upset "

"I deserved it I don't no how to love so this is for the best" i say eating some ice cream

"Where are you now?"

"My Mums house"

"Your in England you whore get to my house "

"I need to go see my baby munchie but I'll be round later today"

"Ok see ya b "

"Bye bitch"

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Fuck it

I pick up both the boys and put them in the car

"Mum! I'm taking the twins and your car I'm going to leave my keys" i am not going to move their car seats cba.

"Ok boys where we going" this is my trial day

Lets go home

I walk in as munchie comes running
"Baby" i put the boys down as they run past munchie "i missed you" I pick munchie up

I need to get myself together

Why when I enter my apartment I remember how dumb i am

When i look after the twins it's basically like being a mum right?

I'm so jet lagged why did i do this

I don't even have their buggy

I'm going to see how long I can deal with these two

I put them both in a travel cot while i go back to the car for my suitcase

Washing my clothes while they play i then start on lunch pasta for them and a salad for me changing both nappies and wiping their faces time to go Tasha's