Jaeden and I were really close, best friends I would say. He was very cool and we had mostly the same interests.
The only thing about Jaeden is that he has very bad anxiety, which is fine. I just don't know how to deal with it very well so when he has anxiety attacks I find myself just holding him.
We never talk about the anxiety attacks
We never talk about how I hold him close to my chest and hum in his ear
Jaedens just a friend, I know that. I know that what I'm doing is just a friendly gesture but is that all it is to him?
I find myself thinking about my sexuality a lot as I'm trying to sleep. I brush it off as just me growing up and trying to figure myself out.
But that burning in my chest when Sophia tries to flirt with my, argues otherwise.
Today we're all going to stay in and play some games and watch some movies, since it's been raining all day
Finn and Jeremy are on the floor arguing over iron man or captain America, Jack was laying down with Sophia, millie and Sadie (talking about how to get rid of pimples or some shit), Chosen was sitting with Jaeden, doing what everyone did around him, flirt; and I was sitting on Jaeden and I's bed, waiting for the movie to start
I didn't like The girls being here. It felt like it should've been a guys night. But after all, they were hanging around us quite often.
Jaeden had let me in on the little secret that Jack liked finn. And it was obvious that Sadie liked me, Sophia liked Jaeden, Chosen liked Jaeden, sometimes I thought even jack liked Jaeden. It was like everyone did. Millie obviously liked Finn
Everyone liked someone except maybe Jeremy.
And me of course
Maybe.
"Finn just put on freaking iron man please I'm tired of arguing" Jeremy yells, getting up and sitting in his sleeping bag
Before we continue, here is an idea of what the cabin would look like.
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And here is where they're sleeping bags are when they sleep and everything (for example: Millie would be next to finn)
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Finn smiles and puts in iron man, obviously glad to have won the argument and moves back to his sleeping bag.
Eventually jack puts down his and sits down. Jaeden then comes over and sits down on his sleeping bag, next to jack. We had all decided to sleep on the floor so we'd all be equally uncomfortable.
I grab my sleeping bag and go to sit next to Jaeden but Sophia hops In my place. I huff and place mine next to hers. She starts talking his ear off as everyone gets on their sleeping bag and the movie starts, Finn passing around popcorn.
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Halfway through the movie Sadie left, something had happened with her brother or something.
Everything was fine, Sophia had even shut her trap long enough to watch the movie.
Then She left too, even better.
Then she came back, and everything went downhill..
"Guyyyys" she coos. I roll my eyes and look over at her. She's holding up a bottle of fireball and smirking. "Oh no" I whisper. Jeremy whispers back, "oh no is right"
