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Jaedens POV:
Wyatt and I had fallen asleep, Him holding me. I woke up at 6:30 the next morning and sat in bed playing with Wyatt's hair for an hour until he got up.

"Wanna go to breakfast?" I ask him. He nods to me. I smile and him and get up and go to the bathroom to change. I change and lean against the door

"Wyatt?" I whisper. "Hmm" He asks back. "You done?" He already wasn't talking to me much again.

"Yeah" he whispers. I barely hear him but twist the doorknob and walk out. He's already at the door and I walk over, slipping my shoes on, and we walk out.

On our way to the lunch cabin, we see all of the guys outside, sitting outside in silence. We quickly join them. Jack, who had a red face and puffy eyes and a frown on his face, was sitting next to Jeremy.

Next to Jeremy was Finn, (who kept glancing over at jack, worried) who was sitting next to Chosen. Next to Chosen is where Wyatt sat, me sitting next to him.

"Whats up guys" I ask, hoping to get them to their usual hyper selves. Everyone just shrugs. Jack rubs his eyes. Poor kid, I think. "So. Jack, guess what happened yesterday" I ask, chuckling.

My plan was to tell jack that Chosen and Finn kissed yesterday, so I can cheer him and up by telling him why; therefore getting Finn to admit his feelings.

"What?" He asks, his voice cracking. "Finn and Chosen kissing" I point to the two of them. Chosen looks at finn, who is frowning, looking confused.

"What?" Jack exclaims, Standing up. "Yeah but get this. They were kissing so fi-" I start but jack cuts me off by walking over to Chosen. Chosen stands up and jack punches him. He gets him on the ground and starts punching him wherever he can reach.

Chosen tried to push him off.. but jack must've been really mad. "Jack!" Finn yells. He grabs him and pulls him off. Chosen is holding his bleeding nose, blood and grass all over him.

"What finn?! You can't mess with my feelings like that" jack lightly punches finn on the chest. "I know you can hit harder than that. I just saw it" finn tells him. "I don't wanna hurt you" Jack mumbles. Finn frowns.

"I kissed him to see if I was gay. And I-I'm not. I'm sorry Jack.." Finn tells him, looking at me. How could finn lie to himself and jack like that. Jack turns around wipes his eyes. "But finn-" I try to help. "No. Jaeden. You've ruined enough" he says, going to help Chosen.

Wyatt looks over at me. "I can't believe that just happened.." I nod. Before I know it Jacks running away. "Jack!" Jeremy yells. We all look over at him running away. "Give him time, he'll come back" Wyatt says.

- -

*1 week later*
Jaeden POV:
The past week had been horrible.
Jeremy seemed to be the only one okay. Chosen had a busted up face and constantly was in a bad mood. Wyatt wasn't talking to anyone except for occasionally jack, and was constantly being upset. Jack only talked to Wyatt, and looked horrible from crying so much. Finn tried to make conversation with everyone at first but gave up after Chosen yelled at him.

And I, I had been told by Sophia on Tuesday that Wyatt had a crush on me. Which was really exciting because I had been hiding my crush on him from everyone, including myself. Part of me didn't believe her. Actually, Most of me didn't believe her. She was a liar.

The girls hadn't been hanging out with us. Millie was mad at us for some unknown reason. Sophia was mad at me for not talking to her and Wyatt because she thought that's why I wasn't talking to her. (That was the reason but still)

Sadie tried to talk to us, but gave up when no one talked back to her.

I really wished I had never came to this dumb camp.

Wyatt wouldn't talk to me, he seemed to be in a permanent slump. I sighed loudly at breakfast that day.

It was a gloomy, rainy day, it had been almost all week. We had been told by multiple camp counselors that there was a tornado warning and that thunderstorms were on there way.

Which was horrible because I would have to stay in the cabin in complete silence.

- -
Wyatt's POV:
On Monday I had gotten a letter back from the one I had written to my mom.

~flashback~

Wyatt, your mom went to jail again. Stop writing to this address, she will write to from wherever she is. And whoever that dumb boy you have a crush on is, you better quite it right now boy before I get ahold of you

- Jason 
(Jason is his stepdad)

She went to jail again?! What for? I think. I could ask the camp counselor that likes me, she would probably try to find out for me. But I don't really want anyone else to know about this

I sit down and cry. I knew I shouldn't have trusted to send that letter with the things about liking Jaeden in them. Jason would kill me if he knew how big that crush was.

I sigh. Life is horrible.

~flashback end~

Things with Jaeden got bad again because he thinks I'm mad at him when really I'm just upset about my mom... and maybe a little bit about him not liking me back.

Maybe he did like me back. Maybe I didn't want to know. I had pretty much come to terms with my sexuality. Bi or gay. One of the two. Jaeden had shown me who I was. Maybe, I don't know, maybe if I didn't like Jaeden I would only like girls.

I think that everyone's life could get settled real fast with Sadie's help, but she's stopped talking to us so i guess that's out of the picture.

When I say Sadie could help us I mean she could knock some sense into us. Jaeden had told me once that he thought that boys always took the harder way out of things, and girls knew from the start how to get out of it.

She couldn't fix the things with my family even if she tried. But she could help me with Jaeden since she was the only one who knew.

It was breakfast and Jaeden and I were sharing pancakes. We both loved them and he seemed to enjoy sharing with me. We all ate in silence, which had become a normal thing for us, surprisingly.

I had never missed jack and the others (mostly jack) being loud so much.

I wanted so badly to talk, to just wake everyone up from their troubling nightmares that kept them in a slump.

But I, myself was in one.

I don't think that it would matter if a thunderstorm came today, I don't think any of the others would notice. They're all too caught up in their own thunderstorms.

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