Roommates~Jyatt

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(Homophobic slurs/tw)

Jacks POV

"Y-you what?" I ask, freezing. "I mean.. I think I do. You don't have to say it back. I just don't want to live my life without you.. I'm sorry" he tells me.

I finish with his face and smile. "Come on, you need sleep" I tell him, grabbing his hand and walking him back to his bed. He lays down and I wave, walking to the door. "Jack" I hear and turn around. "Yeah, Finn?"

"Will you stay with me?" He whispers so quietly I almost can't hear him. "Please" he adds. I walk quietly back over to his bed and get in with him.

I remember exactly the day I found out I liked Finn.

We had just got back from the lake...

"Finn will you please let me use the shower first. I promise I'll be quick. You just use all of the hot water" jack asks him, talking quickly like normal. "Yeah you can" Finn tells jack, rubbing his wet hair. Jack smiles and thanks him. "PIGGY BACK RIDE" jack screams jumping on Finns back. Fun laughs at him and allows it. Finn walks back to their cabins with jack on his back, them laughing and talking along the way. Just randomly jack feels himself being pulled off of Finns back and falling to the floor, pulling Finn down too. "Aw look at the fags laying together" Henry said, laughing. "Fuck off" Jack muttered, his back really hurting. "What was that, queer?" Henry threatened. "He said to fuck off. Now leave him alone you piece of trash" Finn said, defending jack. Unfortunately, Henry went and told on Finn, leaving out the bullying he did on his part. Finn was asked if he or jack had done it, Finn said himself instead of blaming it on jack and not getting in trouble. Jack thought that's what Finn should have done because jack was the one who said something back to Henry. Of course Finn got cafeteria duty and had to clean after and serve food for a week. "Finn, I'll do it if you want me to. This is all my fault" jack told him, feeling guilty. Finn smiled "I don't regret what I said. He shouldn't have talked to you like that, if I have to suffer the consequences of defending my best friend then I will" he shrugs. Jack just stared at him. Cafeteria duty was tough work. When kids see you doing it as a punishment they purposely spit and stuff onto the plates you have to clean. He didn't know anyone could care about him that much. But Finn did, and he realized in that moment that feelings had started brewing..

... "what're you thinking about" Finn whispers to me in the dark. "The day i realized I had feelings for you" I answered, honestly, my face burning 50 shades redder. "When was that?" He whispers, turning so we're facing.

"The time you took cafeteria duty for me and stood up to Henry for me" I say, hoping he won't notice how red I am in the dark. "I started liking you before that" he says, and I could definitely tell he was blushing.

"When?" I question. "Well the other night I was really thinking about it I really did or if I was letting my feelings you had for me trick me. I started thinking and.. when I first met you, my immediate thought was "he's cute and funny" I didn't think Jaeden was cute when I first met him.. or any of the other losers."

"Anyways. The next thing that came to mind was that the first year I came here we were cabin mates, you already had friends here and I didn't, you could've switched cabin mates and Been in a cabin with them but you stayed with me. I think that was the start of it. I think I really started liking you when you first smiled at me though..." Finn trailed off. I smiled.

"I'm sorry this has been so difficult. I shouldn't have pressured you and called you gay and stuff" I admit. "No jack, I am gay. I'm sorry that our first kisses had to end with me yelling at you and calling you bad names" he tells me. "Can we have second kisses?..." I answer.

Finn smiles and leans in and kisses me. It didn't last long, just a few seconds. But the explosion that ran through my body made my heart light up. "Does that answer your question Jackie?" Finn asks me in the dark. "Better than with words" I smirk.

"You guys are disgusting" chosen whispers, but you can tell he's happy for us and that we made up.

I smile and cuddle with Finn. We'd done it a thousand times before. Both of us had thought it was just a friendly gesture. But now I felt happier and safer.

I started drifting.. I was almost asleep. But I definitely heard Finn whisper, "we can have a third and a fourth kiss and a million more because I promise I'll always love you.."

I didn't say it back. Not because I didn't but because I was scared. Regardless. We both went to sleep with the biggest smiles on our faces and in the arms of the person we adored. And to think, hours ago we weren't even talking.

Yoyoyo wasssssup. Sorry for being so inactive, I was at the beach and going through something. No excuses though, I should've wrote. But here is this. I've decided once we get to chapter 20 I'll make a book two if you guys want. Just comment it and if people want it I'll give it. I want to think you guys so much for 4K. In honor I'm making a jyatt edit but I don't have WiFi atm (it's Sunday morning rn) cause I'm at my moms so I can't even work on it. But I love you guys so much. Thank you for the views and votes and for commenting. I'm beyond happy and blessed.