Mommy, where's my Daddy?

Chapter 23.

Chapter 23.

Deirdre's POV

I searched everything. Every article and news on the internet. Yung mga panahong wala na kami sa Korea. Sinearch ko lahat ng mga nangyari kay Myungsoo nun.

The last article about him was.. "L leaving Infinite Presscon"

I know importante sa kanya ang pagiging myembro ng Infinite, how could he leave them like that? Anong nakapagpabago ng isip niya? Alam na kaya niya na totoong anak niya talaga si Shae? Hindi naman siguro siya pupunta dito kung hindi dba? Ah ewan.

The last article was almost about 2 months ago pa. Meaning matagal na siya dito. Sinabi din kasi sa article na aalis daw ng bansa(Korea) si Myungsoo. Kaya daw mawawala siya ng matagal.

Kung ganoon na nga katagal, bakit hindi pa siya nagpapakita sakin? Bakit hindi man lang niya ako kinausap? AT BAKIT PARANG DISAPPOINTED AKO? Dba dapat nga galit ako kasi he's secretly visiting my daughter despite what he did? Dapat galit ako. >3< Oo galit ako. Ugh, what the hell is wrong with me?

Wait, I have to stop him from seeing Shae. Hindi naman ganun kadali yun. Ano yun? Yung parang vomit lang? Isinuka na tapos lulunukin uli Kaso ayoko maging harsh kay Shae. ;AA; Itutulog ko na nga lang muna to. Anong oras na.

The next morning...

"Let's go baby?" Aya ko kay Shae kasi aalis na kami, hahatid ko siya papuntang school. After that deretso na ng work.

Pagdating sa school ni Shae, hinatid ko siya sa may room nila.

"Baby, here's your phone. Call me if ever anything happens. And.."

"Text you if daddy comes, yes I will mommy."

"Good." I smiled at her and kissed her forehead.

"Be good Shae." Pinapasok ko na siya sa room nila saka tumalikod na papaalis. Lumingon pa uli ako, andun pa rin si Shae nakatingin sakin. More so hindi pala, sa likod ko, nakangiti si Shae na parang nakakuha ng bagong laruan.

Paglingon ko ulit, nandun siya.. Si Myungsoo. And I admit... mas gumwapo siya. Nakashades and beanie siya. And ang gwapo niya nga. Wait. Did I say he got more handsome since the last time I saw him? Wait. What did I just say? Nadisoriented yung isip ko seryoso.

"Lei..." He called me Lei. DID HE JUST CALL ME LEI AGAIN?

I was so sure I had this awed expression. But then I had to erase it. I had to hide that. "What are you doing here?" I really tried to make it sound like I was mad.

"I'm sorry.." He had these sad eyes. He was looking at me, eye to eye. And I think I'm going to fall for the trap, I'm afraid that'll happen.

"No. I was asking what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to ask for forgiveness. I said I was sorry, am sorry and will be sorry forever. For pushing you away. For not believing you. For everything."

"The damage has been done. Nothing will change the fact that you've hurt Shae, me."

"I know, and I'm willing to pay for that for the rest of my life."

"How will you do that then?"

"Just.. just give me a chance. To be there for you, to be with Shae."

"I gave you a chance, but you blew it. I don't think mabibigyan pa kita ng isa pang pagkakataon. You've wasted 2 years and more months, that's enough. Stop coming here, I don't want you being around us anymore." After having said what I didn't really want to say. Saka ko siya nilampasan at umakmang umalis.