I will always be there

please don't leave me

We bet all of ourselves in, and we solemnly swear to protect whatever comes next. One, find what we have lost. One, fill up our empty hearts. One, find the right path and move forward. One, we will not leave anyone behind. We will become one and protect the X clan.

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*minhyuk pov*

After the incident, we haven't seen Hyungwon for a while. Also, Shownu didn't show up; the reason for his not showing up was that his granddad became very sick. Shownu has been trying to sell stuff for money to pay for medication for his granddad, but it's really expensive. But nobody knows where Hyungwon went. 'We should search for Hyungwon.' is what Kihyun said at some moment. Jooheon told us to look for him if he hasn't returned tomorrow. 'But what if we can't find him?' Wonho said with a worried voice. 'we will find him hyung.' is what I.M said directly after Wonho. I.M is always encouraging us, as the youngest of the clan, he stays positive. I just hope that Hyungwon will be okay. He isn't really the type to suddenly leave without reason.

*shownu pov*

I heard that Hyungwon didn't show up anymore. He told me that if I see him, bring him back. Because of the money issue, I asked Jooheon for help. He told me to meet up with him on a street close to the bank. He showed me a gun in his bag. 'You want us to rob a bank,' is what I said to him. Jooheon just nodded. he can't be serieus right? But by the look on his face, it looks like he is serious. So I agreed eventually. We both put on white masks and took the gun. When we entered the bank, we heard screams from the woman who entered the bank a bit before us. 'Give us the money, and we won't shoot!' is what Jooheon screamed to the man behind the counter while he pointed the gun at the man. The man gave us the money, and we fled. When I got home, I saw that my grandpa was already dead. He probably died when Jooheon and I robbed the bank. ' I'm so sorry grandpa that I came too late.' I told him while sobbing. When his body was moved, I put the money on his bed and burned it.

*minhyuk pov*

Hyungwon didn't came back, so we started to search for him. But I found him pretty easily. When he doesn't want to be find he hides in my old house. He was sitting on the place where my couch used to be. Hyungwon had a white mask on. When I got closer to him i tried to pull the mask off, but he pushed my hand very weakly away. He eventually gave in, and I took the mask off. When I saw his face, I got worried and mad. He just looked at me in such a pitiful state. I got so mad and left him. That man shouldn't do that; he needs to pay for what he did to Hyungwon. So I went to Wonho and I.M. I told them what happened and asked them to help me kill his dad for his own safety. At first they didn't want to, but the eventualy said okay. We bought a lot of oil and put it in his house while Hyungwon's dad was away.

And then that night, we lit it up. We just looked at the house burning. We were happy for a moment until we saw Hyungwon and his dad getting out of the house. When we saw them, we fled.

*hyungwon pov*

When I got outside, I started to cough a lot. While I was coughing, I saw 3 figures run away. One of them was probably Minhyuk; he is the only one with white hair here. He is probably mad at me for not fighting back because he did that.

That night, I went back to Minhyuk's old house. I filled the bathtub with ice-cold water. ' I'm sorry, everybody for being so weak to not be able to be like you guys. I will end this now for the good of the clan.' I went into the ice-cold water of the bathtub. I cried a little thinking about my mother and the friendship I had with the boys of the clan. All I have to do now is just slowly put my head underwater and never get out of it. And I did that. It felt really cold, but also warm like a person hugging me. All my memories went past my eyes, and it then went black. " I'm sorry."

* minhyuk pov*

I suddenly saw a tall body in my old bathtub. The tall body was from my loved Hyungwon. ' Ya! Why did you kill yourself? Don't you care about how I would feel? Ya! Wake up, Hyungwon, you're faking it, aren't you? Don't try to be funny. Hyungwon, please wake up.' I screamed at the dead, cold body. Is it because I burned your house? Are you doing this to make me suffer? I sat next to the bathtub. I still had that weird potion in my pocket. I decided to pour the potion into the water. It could revive him. I pulled his head out of the water and went into the bathtub too. I just held his hand and fell asleep. Even though the potion can kill a person, I just didn't care anymore. I can't leave him behind. He can't leave me like that.