Tell me why (l.p) [discontinued]

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I fell face first on my bed that sat in the middle of my room. Boxes surrounding me like a fort. I groaned and sat up looking out the window. It's dark.
The city looks amazing from this high. A small smile crept onto my lips as I looked at everything and just took i the breathtaking sight.

I stretched over my bed and grabbed my phone. The time is now 10:39. I shut it off and walked out to my kitchen. I rolled my eyes at my sad, sad attempt to organize the counter. It took my 10 minutes to decide if I wanted the toaster next to the coffee maker or in the corner under the cabinets. Eventually I just sat it in the corner and never glanced at it so it wouldn't bother me.

I opened my fridge for no reason. It's literally empty. I sighed and closed it letting my hands fall to my sides. I need food. I'm always hungry and I can't just walk around knowing I'm hungry because then I whine and bitch about being hungry.

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After a half hour of procrastinating and deciding if I'm actually willing to leave and go to the store to get food, I got up and left.

I bought all the essentials, with the help of google, and now my fridge looks very attractive. I organized it with fruited and things like that on one side, condiments (I hate that word) in the side compartments and milk and juice in the middle area. And whatever else in the extra space.

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I stood behind the counter taking people's orders and making their drink for about an hour and a half before the morning rush was finally over.
I wish scents didn't wear off. Because the smell of Starbucks is my favorite smell.

I sighed and handed a black coffee to a small old women. She warmly smiled at me and handed me her change. Her smile never left her face as she patiently waited for me to give her back her change. I smiled back at her and told her to have s good day and off she went.
I wonder how people can possibly be so happy all the time. Like I live my life usually worrying about something or being nervous. I can't just chill.

I walked to the back of the shop for a second to re do my messy bun when my name was called by my manager.
"Kelsey!" I sighed and wrapped the hair tie around my hair and walked back out. I looked up seeing my manger smiling at her phone camera with a tall blonde guy. I raised an eyebrow at her and she looked at me.
"Get this nice guy a coffee! On the house" I cringed at her choice of words and nodded. The guy around maybe 6 foot never took his eyes off me. His beautiful blue eyes.
"What kind?" I asked biting my bottom lip. He looked over the menu and back to me. My manger walked away and he sighed.
"I don't really want coffee, I do however, want your number" He said smoothly. I sought the urge to roll my eyes.
I made a fake confused look at him "sorry that's not on the menu" he sighed.
"It's on the secret menu" he winked. A small giggle left my lips.
"I think I can make an exception..." he smiled brightly and handed his phone over. I typed my number in and looked back up to him giving his phone back.
"Nice meeting you Kelsey" he winked and off he went. What's his name. Shit. I'm physically stupid. I didn't even ask his name. I physically face palmed grabbing the attention of one of my co workers. He shook off my face palm and moved along.

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