Completely complicated

11~ problem solving and ice cream

The next morning I woke up late, my body was sore and I was sure I had black bags under my eyes.

Niall wasn't beside me and I could hear noise downstairs so I assumed that I was one of the last if not the last up.

I pull the covers off me and put on my dress from last night. I walk out of the bedroom and go into the bathroom to see the state I'm in.

My makeup is almost all gone and my hairs in knots. I have hickeys on my throat and chest area.

I wash my face, making sure all the makeup is gone, and try to tame my hair. When I look a percent more presentable I leave the bathroom and go downstairs.

"Pancakes are supposed to burnt otherwise there not nice!" I hear Matt say as I walk into the kitchen.

"Don't be stupid as long as there not in the batter there cooked." Lauren says.

Madison notices me first and smiles. "Good morning lazy, what made you so tired? Would it be a specific boy sitting on my right?"

I look at Niall who chuckles and shakes his head. "You've been up ten minutes."

Madison slaps his arm. "I was trying to get the goss out of her since you gave me none."

I smile. "I suppose I'll tell you it as long as you tell me why you were so tired."

"I couldn't get any sleep with all the noise!" Bethany says.

"Who wants pancakes?" Matt asks.

He puts a plate down on the table and we all look at the black pancakes.

"I'm actually not that hungry." Bethany says.

"They're black." Seth says.

"Which means they're cooked!" Matt defends. "Right Madison?"

"I need to talk to Amelia." Madison says, before standing up and grabbing my hand, as we're walking out of the room, she says. "Burnt is better then raw but they're pancakes."

"What's up?" I ask once we're out of the room.

"Tell me I wasn't as awkward as I thought I was." Madison says.

We go out to the porch and sit down.

"Unless you want me to lie then I can't."

Madison groans putting her head in her hands.

"I'm only up ten minutes because I've been so embarrassed to see Matt."

"What happened? Your not embarrassed because you and him-"

"No, the opposite actually." Madison starts to explain. "Well after Matt came up from talking with the boys, we started making out and all and then his top was off and I was in my underwear, and everything was going great. It felt right, but I don't know I ended up saying that I wanted to stop but I don't know why because I thought I was ready. He said it was fine and he went for a shower, he really didn't make it awkward, I was the one who did."

"Mads it's okay not to be ready, whether you've done it before or not, have you?"

"No I'm a virgin. Pathetic I know."

"I was until last night, loads of people still are so don't be ashamed of it. Matt won't mind waiting, he's a good guy."

"What If he cant wait though, how long has he gone without sex since he started, what if he can't."