A Song Of Love| | Viktuuri

Chapter XIX

Viktor frowns, stepping inside Yuuri's room. He allows the door to shut behind him, making a small slamming sound as it did. Viktor's hair was messy and everywhere, sweet poured from his face, and he was wearing his skating things. Like he had just gotten off the ice a few moments ago, the older man looked like he was about to collapse.

"What's wrong Yuuri?" Viktor takes a step forward, tilting his head at the Yuuri in front of him. His leg was still hurt, yet Yurio had wanted training today.

Viktor was his coach... so he had to give it to him. They had been working all morning, and Yurio had made some major improvements. However, Viktor wanted to make sure Yuuri was doing okay.

Seeing Yuuri cry was not something Viktor had intended on. He never wanted to see something like that... and yet here he was, a crying Yuuri on his hands and no idea what to do about it.

"Nothing!" Yuuri's eyes had widened when he had seen Viktor, and he was now rubbing at his eyes violently. Viktor was not supposed to see him cry. Even if he had before... Yuuri didn't want the label as a crybaby.

Viktor sighs as he watches Yuuri, walking until he could sit on the edge of his bed. Viktor's hand reached out, grabbing ahold of Yuuri's hand and pulling it away from his eyes.

"Look at me. What's wrong." Viktor said pointedly. The skin around Yuuri's eyes was now a raw looking red. Set beside the watery look of Yuuri's eyes, Viktor wanted to hug the small male and make whatever was causing him pain to go away.

Yuuri stares at Viktor for a long moment. Eye contact never breaks, Yuuri's brown eyes staring straight at Viktor's blue ones as Viktor stares back. It was as if for a moment - if only a moment - the two were connected in more ways than they ever had been.

The moment was broken as Yuuri's haze flickered down. He didn't want to look Viktor in the eye, it hurt too much. He knew, deep down, that there was no way Viktor was going to stay here. Not with his leg messed up as it was and Yurio awaiting his coach so impatiently.

"You're going to leave..." Yuuri mutters softly, his fists clenching painfully as Viktor held his wrist tightly. Just the words made Yuuri's heart hurt... more than anything else ever had...

Viktor freezes, his eyes watching the top of Yuuri's head of hair. He watches in sorrow as a tear falls down to the mattress of Yuuri's bed. He assumed his silence wasn't helping the matter, as tension began to grow thick in the air.

"...Yes." Viktor said simply, sadly. He had not wanted to leave. Never in a million years would he want to leave the beauty in front of him, but, he had to. Yurio was very impatient, and had forced Viktor to face the facts. Yuuri was not going to be in shape for competition. The competition decided Viktor's fate. Yuuri... was not going to win, and Viktor was going to be forced to leave him... his soul mate...

There was nothing he could do about that.

In front of Viktor's eyes, Yuuri began to break down. Just as that night... Yuuri came apart in Viktor's arms. He cried, he tried to pull away, and he started to... apologize. Over and over again.

"I'm so sorry..." Yuuri hiccups, his tears fallin to the bed and leaving a stain behind. "I'm so so sorry..."

"Why are you apologizing..." Viktor frowns, his hand running through Yuuri's hair.

"I failed! I couldn't do it! And know you have to leave!" Yuuri hiccups, pressing his face against Viktor's shirt.

Viktor frowns, watching Yuuri closely. He was right. Everything he said was true... but... it wasn't all because of Yuuri. Viktor had seen Yuuri start to crack at practice. He had seen the look in the ice skaters eye... and he had done nothing about it. He had blown it to the side, telling himself Yuuri needed a backbone and this was going to give him one. He should have praised Yuuri for the improvements he had made. The improvements he had seen and called too minuscule...

"No Yuuri...I'm sorry." Viktor watches as Yuuri's face contorts in confusion. The younger male looks up at Viktor.

Suddenly, Viktor got an idea. Without a word he pulls Yuuri up, setting him upright in his lap. His legs went to either side of Viktor, the two forced to look straight at one another.

"For everything I have done... and what I'm about to do..." Viktor whispers before leaning forwards, pressing their lips together.

It started slow, with Yuuri freaking out for a few moments before relaxing against Viktor's lips.

Yuuri would describe his lips as silk. Soft to the touch and amazingly gentle. Within a few instants Yuuri's eyes had fluttered closed.

Viktor's hand was pressed to the back of Yuuri's head, pressing the younger male closer and holding him there. His lips move against Yuuri's, his head tilted to the side.

Yuuri moves his hands to cup Viktor's cheeks, his stomach doing cart wheels at the feeling of Viktor's lips against his own.

Neither of them expected what happened next.

Where the kiss had started sweet, it suddenly turned into something more. A feeling aroused deep inside of Viktor, and without a thought he had forced his tongue in Yuuri's mouth.

Yuuri gasped, his eyes flying open as he feels Viktor's tongue against his own. Yuuri had never kissed anyone before... much less done something of this magnitude...

However he found himself liking it, and relaxes once more.

Viktor's grip on Yuuri's head tightened, his hands gripping his hair tightly. His tongue moves across Yuuri's mouth like he owned the place, and, at the moment, he did.

Yuuri, on the other hand, began to find it hard to breath. He was so warm... so happy... yet he had to breath soon...

Thankfully for him, Viktor wasn't far behind. He pulled away after a few more seconds, breathing heavily alongside Yuuri.

Viktor's eyes remain closed as he presses Yuuri's forehead against his own. He didn't want to say this... but he had to.

"I'm leaving tomorrow."

IMPORTANT NOTE! Please read!

Okay, so, hi! It's lexialexus here with a weird question! So... I want to turn this book into a series of three. I didn't exactly plan this from the beginning but something happened and now I would like to make this three books... how would you guys like that!

Also... hint hint: the second book would be otayuri, and the third would go back to Viktuuri!