The soaking bodies crash 1 on top of the other
He kisses her telling of his great love.
He is tired now while she still needs to feel him like she did before.
She doesn't show or tell him of how she still needs him, she only smiles and remembers the sweet thrill of having him so close to her
Breathing the same air. Hearts beating in sync and knowing that their love is truly real
Or was it? Did he really genuinely care or was it all about the physical state of the relationship? Was it all about physically being happy and satisfied?
She took giving herself away as an all round life changer. She promised her body belonged to him, her emotions physic and mind belonged only to him. She was fully his
And when she realised how much of herself she truly gave away , she became scared hoping for him to only reassure her , hoping he'd fight for her, for them.
But he didn't
He let her go
And at that point it hurt to know so she chose to let it go.
But if only she knew what she was truly doing
She never let it go. She just chose to lie to herself and act like everything was okay.
But it wasn't.
Her body wasn't the same, it craved his touch
Her laugh, smile, the way she would glow. All of that disappeared the minute he finally let!her!go!💔
In reality she misses him in every sense of the word
How they could talk about anything
How understanding he had become for her
The support and love that she once had gotten from him.
She would have dreams over and over about how she chose with her all to give him all that she had
When in truth she should've given her all to God.
So now she craves him like never before
She misses his touch , the tantalising sensation she would feel where his hand left its traces. The way his soft lips just seemed to fit perfectly with her own and the way he always tasted when he kisses her ever so lovingly ever so gently and she could never replace him.
She thought once more of how his hands held hers, or how they possessed every inch of her full body. How he knew where to touch and how to do so like it was as natural as breathing
But she also remembers how she always felt threatened. How she felt like she wasn't enough for him even though she had given him everything that she had.
So even though she let him go, she doesn't know if he should get the chance to know
But she still loves him and everything he does. Even though she won't let him know now
But she craves him ever so
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broken bits
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