Fake Love or is it real?

Why him out of all people,why him? I knew it was fake love so why did I fall for it? Why, i knew my heart would break from the moment we got close. I cant let him go, there's just something about him that keeps pulling me back. Was it his voice? His face? His personality? His heart? who am I kidding he does not have a heart its cold and harsh. He kept pulling in, I was the fish and he was the bait. I thought he loved me like I loved him. He says he loves me he leads me on and gets my hopes up then he crushes them until my hopes were hanging on a thread. I try and tell my self my love for him is nothing,but i know I'm lying to my self. My love for him was bullet proof, but hes the one who shot me. My love life sucks, nothing goes as planed. Was he joking about it or did he actually love me,and it just faded. I was so obsess i could not see what I loved, I was blind.

It was the first day of grade 7, I have always loved going back. Seeing all my friends, meeting new people. This time I regret meeting the new kid who came from Saskatoon. As soon as i saw him,there was something different about him that i could not put my finger on. I told myself don't like him Nicole,don't like him.

"Hey,I'm new here"

My heart stopped i had no clue what to say. I know it should of been simple, I can just introduce my self.

"Um.... hiya, I kind of figured you were new have not seen you around here before"

That was the most stupidest thing I could of said, at least i did not say "Around these parts" it will make me look like a western cowgirl. As he looked at me puzzled and confused I realized I said that out loud. Gave a chuckle and smiled. I swear it was the most beautiful smile I have ever seen.

"Yeah I'm from Saskatoon, oh by the way the names Jace maxis "

"uh my names Nicole alexander"

"Nicole alexander?"

He giggled and smiled and said something under his breath, but i could not make it out.

"Yeah you got a problem with it, if so your the new guy you should be nice to people on your first day to at least make friends and not be an asshole.

He stared at me and said nothing. His cheeks turned red and buried his face in his sweater. Its only September no body wears a sweater in this weather.The sun was beaming down ,hot. There was no wind,no clouds in the sky. It was actually a beautiful day. Alyssa Andrews broke the awkward silence, she slowly walked over with her tired face. She probably stayed up until 3 a.m last night, as usual. She still manage to get up this morning and make it to school. As Alyssa walked she was wearing her usual outfit jeans and a hoodie with her multi colored DC's. She has her hair straighten and some of her hair tied back into a messy bun. I always look at her and thought man,she beautiful. She stepped right in front of Jace and just stood there. I don't even thing she knew he was there, could my mind be playing with me? Alyssa pulled me away and said.

"Come on Nicole, lets leave this idiot"

I guess my mind was not playing tricks on me then. There was an attractive guy standing there. I would of got mad at her for being rude to the new kid., but i honestly didn't care. I knew Alyssa since kindergarten, we where like  peanut butter and jelly. She was my every thing, I don't know what i would do without her. Me and Alyssa were always in different classes except grade 3, we fucked up once, So now were never in the same class. I was in Mr.Ruts class, she was in Miss.Ebony's. I never like either of those teachers they always made there own rules and picked on kids they did not like. There is this girl name Claire last year she tried to fight me. I'm not a fighter, I never really got into that kinda stuff. So i talked my mom into switching classes because of her. Of course my mom pulled through, so i got put in Miss.E's class right beside Alyssa. Jace was put in Mr.R's class, hes out of my hair at least. Maybe i mistook him maybe he's really nice? And he just said the wrong thing?