Fake Love or is it real?

Chapter 9

A couple of months past since I broke up with Logan. I still feel like an asshole, I was kinda a bitch. Jace is still dating Sam but we talk a lot online and over text. It's kinda awkward in person so I try an avoid him. I know that's not the best thing to do when you like someone, but when some broke your heart it's a different story.

Lately he's been acting really weird, Jace that is. He's been talking to me more, which is good but kinda weird. Talking more to me and less to Sam, butterflies start rising from my belly. Then they suddenly die, what if he's just playing again. His plan is to break my heart once again.

I continue with my day and ignore him as much as possible. I don't actually talk back to him until about the last few minutes until the bell rings. I asked Ms. E to quickly run to the bathroom. Surprisingly she says yes she usually gives me a dirty look and say no. I go out into the hall way and close the door behind me. I turn around and I see jace standing there hugging Sam.

      My heart breaks again, it's now shattered there is no way of putting it back together at this point. He broke me, I'm not the type to get jealous, but when you're flirting with me and saying you like me then going and hugging or kissing someone else. I quickly go into the stair well and down to the girls washroom. I stand in front of the small mirror above the sink. I fix my hair and makeup and stand and pose.

      While I'm doing this I think of every flaw I have, and compare my self to Sam. She's taller, skinnier, prettier, dresses nicer, clear face, and doesn't need make up to hide anything. No wonder Jace likes her she's almost perfect. I would say perfect but no ones perfect shes pretty damn close though. A crushing feeling comes over me, what if I Annoyed him and that's why he dated someone else or my other option to think would be he's just a fuck boy. I have to try so hard and she barely lifts a finger, I spend about 5 minutes in the bathroom just looking at my self.

I check my phone and I realized it was almost home time. I run back up stairs to my class room. Before I open the doors leading into the hall from the stair well I look around for Jace. I take a deep breath an enter the hall way Jace is no where to be seen. I quietly enter the class room and sit in my desk as Ms.E is still talking and explaining the plan for tomorrow. Once again I don't bother listening I hate this teacher. On another note I can't listen all I think about is Jace he's all I ever wanted. He's funny, cleaver, and fucking cute. He can make my day even with just a simple smile.

Alyssa looks over at me and she notices in just sitting there staring of into space smiling. She pulls out her phone and takes a picture of me. She shows Tamy and they both start laughing. I come back to planet earth and I look over and I look at the picture. I give a evil glare in their direction, I grab my phone and instantly text the group chat with Alyssa, Tamy and I.
"You better not send that to anyone or post it, it's a terrible photo and I don't want Jace to see it"
I press send and wait for a reply they both Start laughing again. Personally I don't really care it's just a picture and if he did like me he wouldn't care how my faced looked in a silly photo. It's 3:36 finally get to go home it was weird the bell didn't ring and Ms.E is still babbling. She finally checks her ugly ass watch and finally lets us leave. Thank fucking god I run out the door I yell back to Tamy and Alyssa saying good bye. I jut want to get to the front and talk to Jace for a bit. I finally get to the front and I look around and I see him getting into a car.

     -I get kinda sad I really wanted to talk to him in person try to get rid of my shyness. I turn the corner and start walking to my bus, I finally get to go home. I pull out my phone and instantly start texting Jace, asking how his day was and what ever. He doesn't reply until I get home, which is okay because I kinda ignored him like almost all day. I'm just gonna chill and talk to him all night if he wants to talk to me.