Fake Love or is it real?

Chapter 7

Oh my jelly doughnut, he loved my outfit. Goal accomplished, well I think he liked it. He just did this shrug and said "nice dress" I think we're becoming friends. My whole plan is to become best friends, because later on I can say I fell in love with my best friend . How cute is that, I also do that because maybe once were friends I won't like him anymore. I probably will like him if he friend zones me, probably cry a lot but you know whatever.

I can feel that this year is going to be the best year of my life. I swear all day I was just trying to make him notice me. I've only known him a few weeks, I think I might be over exaggerating. You can't simply fall in love with someone you just met. It might be just a faze I'm going threw.

As I sit at my desk thinking about what to write for my 2 page essay due Monday on some stupid book, I catch myself spilling hearts on my pages. I'm pretty sure those heart are for Jace, or maybe for someone else. I start to nod off, supporting my head with my hand. I tell myself I'll be okay if I don't finish this essay, not the end of the world, I have all weekend.
I open my eyes and shake my head, I reach over to grab my phone but it was no where in reach. I realize where I am, I'm still at my desk from the night before.

I stand up and stagger over to my nice warm bed and I see my phone laying on my pillow. I lay beside it, I don't bother to charge it since its the weekend I have all day tomorrow to do that. I click it on to see what time it is, 2:30 I'm amazed I fell asleep I'm used to staying up until 4 or 5 in the morning. I scroll down my notifications a lot of them are for Instagram,Facebook and Tumblr I reach the end of them. I have one message on Facebook I wonder who it's from.

I attempt to unlock my phone I mess up about 6 times until I disabled it for a minute. Fingers kept hitting the wrong button, half a sleep and pressing in pins and pass codes is not a good idea.
I can finally get into my phone and it's from Jace. He sent the message about 10 minutes ago. I wonder if he's still online, I start typing all I hear is tap,tap,click,click.

"Hiya, sorry I just got you message was out with Alyssa"

Yeah I know I lie but it will seem lame if I just said sorry I fell asleep at 11. That's so not cool, my message sent and almost instantly it was read.

"Hi, lol it's okay I didn't think you would reply"

We talk for a while last time I check it was 3 am. During our conversation he started putting winky faces and flat out flirting with me. I went along with it and started flirting back. Now everytime we talk we flirt I love it. I actually think he likes me back, you know how magical that would be. I also think he doesn't because I'm a butt looking potato, and he's a beautiful juicy raspberry.

It's been 4 months since we started talking. I do really like him and I've dropped so many hints that I like him and he hasn't caught on just yet. Hopefully he will and ask me out, I think it's weird when girls ask out guys. Logan texted me and asked me out I didn't say no but I didn't say yes I left him on seen. Logan started to hit in my once again, I don't know why he tries I probably won't ever date him. It's not even lunch yet and I'm so done. I'm just really tired and Alyssa's not a school.

At least it's almost recess, get to hang and talk with Jace. About 20 minutes go by and the bell finally rings. I run out side, finally out of that stuck old class room. Logan and Jace come up to me and I slowly walk away but I don't want it to be obvious.

Jace: hey Nicole why don't you date Logan?
Those 7 words killed me, how could he say that when I liked him and he supposedly like me back. I didn't reply I just turned around and walk towards the doors to do into the bathroom. As soon as I went into the bathroom I started to cry. The day went on and I avoided everyone, my friends, teachers. After school I rushed home and when I connected to the Internet Jace texted me and told me he's dating a girl named Samantha (Sam). Right then and There my heart broke, after all he said to me. I want to kiss you, I really like you, all that bullshit was nothing. I cried for the rest of the night.