Oh my jelly doughnut, he loved my outfit. Goal accomplished, well I think he liked it. He just did this shrug and said "nice dress" I think we're becoming friends. My whole plan is to become best friends, because later on I can say I fell in love with my best friend . How cute is that, I also do that because maybe once were friends I won't like him anymore. I probably will like him if he friend zones me, probably cry a lot but you know whatever.
I can feel that this year is going to be the best year of my life. I swear all day I was just trying to make him notice me. I've only known him a few weeks, I think I might be over exaggerating. You can't simply fall in love with someone you just met. It might be just a faze I'm going threw.
As I sit at my desk thinking about what to write for my 2 page essay due Monday on some stupid book, I catch myself spilling hearts on my pages. I'm pretty sure those heart are for Jace, or maybe for someone else. I start to nod off, supporting my head with my hand. I tell myself I'll be okay if I don't finish this essay, not the end of the world, I have all weekend.
I open my eyes and shake my head, I reach over to grab my phone but it was no where in reach. I realize where I am, I'm still at my desk from the night before.I stand up and stagger over to my nice warm bed and I see my phone laying on my pillow. I lay beside it, I don't bother to charge it since its the weekend I have all day tomorrow to do that. I click it on to see what time it is, 2:30 I'm amazed I fell asleep I'm used to staying up until 4 or 5 in the morning. I scroll down my notifications a lot of them are for Instagram,Facebook and Tumblr I reach the end of them. I have one message on Facebook I wonder who it's from.
I attempt to unlock my phone I mess up about 6 times until I disabled it for a minute. Fingers kept hitting the wrong button, half a sleep and pressing in pins and pass codes is not a good idea.
I can finally get into my phone and it's from Jace. He sent the message about 10 minutes ago. I wonder if he's still online, I start typing all I hear is tap,tap,click,click."Hiya, sorry I just got you message was out with Alyssa"
Yeah I know I lie but it will seem lame if I just said sorry I fell asleep at 11. That's so not cool, my message sent and almost instantly it was read.
"Hi, lol it's okay I didn't think you would reply"
We talk for a while last time I check it was 3 am. During our conversation he started putting winky faces and flat out flirting with me. I went along with it and started flirting back. Now everytime we talk we flirt I love it. I actually think he likes me back, you know how magical that would be. I also think he doesn't because I'm a butt looking potato, and he's a beautiful juicy raspberry.
It's been 4 months since we started talking. I do really like him and I've dropped so many hints that I like him and he hasn't caught on just yet. Hopefully he will and ask me out, I think it's weird when girls ask out guys. Logan texted me and asked me out I didn't say no but I didn't say yes I left him on seen. Logan started to hit in my once again, I don't know why he tries I probably won't ever date him. It's not even lunch yet and I'm so done. I'm just really tired and Alyssa's not a school.
At least it's almost recess, get to hang and talk with Jace. About 20 minutes go by and the bell finally rings. I run out side, finally out of that stuck old class room. Logan and Jace come up to me and I slowly walk away but I don't want it to be obvious.
Jace: hey Nicole why don't you date Logan?
Those 7 words killed me, how could he say that when I liked him and he supposedly like me back. I didn't reply I just turned around and walk towards the doors to do into the bathroom. As soon as I went into the bathroom I started to cry. The day went on and I avoided everyone, my friends, teachers. After school I rushed home and when I connected to the Internet Jace texted me and told me he's dating a girl named Samantha (Sam). Right then and There my heart broke, after all he said to me. I want to kiss you, I really like you, all that bullshit was nothing. I cried for the rest of the night.
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Fake Love or is it real?
Nonfiksia young girl name Nicole, tries to find out if her love for a boy is fake or real can she keep her love in or will she explode? or will it be to late or can she tell him how she feels Nicole thinks its weird to ask out guys, she has to find a way to...