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part fortyeight

zach: I'm sorry

me: sorry, sorry for ruining my career, making me hate myself, making me feel like im unworthy of of being loved, making me want to die. you know how it feels to be cheated on by a dude you thought would never cheat, it sucks zach, it sucks a lot. why did you text me to apologize, didn't you stand in front of the front door so i would see you, and then break up with you because i didn't give you what you wanted.

zach: i didn't think about how you would feel, i didn't mean to hurt you like i did. i hope one day in the future i can get my life together, and maybe not hurt another person

me: did you ever really care about me?

zach: of course i did

me: then why did you do what you did

zach: i don't know, all i know is your are the one that is worthy of being loved. it's me that isn't worthy of being loved

me: maybe later on when we mature up we can find some kind of solution. until then goodbye zach. ill always love you

zach: goodbye lauren, i love you too