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part seventyeight

zachs point of view:

god, i missed her lips on mine. they fit mine perfectly, i finally had the courage to tell her im still in love with her.

gosh, she must have felt like shit after she saw me and lilly kiss. lilly. i need to break up with her, as soon as possible.

i never want to pull away, but we both got to where we had to pull away because we could not breathe.

"what does this mean," she asked.

"i want to give us time, and then maybe see what we can become."

i'm never going to hurt you again. that's a promise.

she cuddled into my side and watched the movie with a smile on her face. i missed that smile, what she didn't know is i'm not watching the movie, i'm watching her.

i sound so creepy.

i held her tight in my arms, feeling like she it going to leave any minute. or this will all be a dream, if it is i never want to wake up.

ten minutes later i heard soft snores coming from her mouth, so i picked her up and carried her to my bed.

now, time to break up with lilly.i called her and told her to meet me at the park. when I got there i saw her sitting on the bench.

i went and sat beside her, i don't want to hurt her. i can't help that i'm in love with lauren though.

"hey," i said.

"hey, baby," she responded.

"we need to talk," i said hoping i wouldn't back out.

"okay, what about? your scaring me."

"i'm really sorry for this. i have to break up with you. i can't stay with you and be in love with lauren. i hope we can stay friends. i had a really fun time being with you, but lauren came back and i can't stay away from her and not try and win her back."

she placed her hand on my cheek. "hey, it's okay i understand. i had fun while we dated, and i hope we can stay friends. lauren is one lucky girl." and then she stood up and walked away.

i got back in my vehicle, and drove back to my home. i walked through the door, and walked back into my room. changing into some shorts, took my shirt off, and then cuddled into lauren's side as she played with my hair.

gosh, i love my baby. even though she isn't mine yet