The Rare Two-Jimin ~(COMPLETED)~

Chapter 32-First

Saturday Night:

I couldn't sleep,I don't know what it was but my eyes remained peeled open.So,Like a crazy person;I took a late night walk.I only had a coat;My ears,hands and feet were freezing. It felt so right to be out.I should probably be scared due it being dark,Late and the creeps that might be out-But weirdly enough,I didnt have any fear of that.

I was so deep into thought, I didnt care-About my surroundings or anything in fact.I was just having this blank feeling for some reason.My thoughts consisted of a lots of things.Ever since I came to Korea I have had so many new feelings.But like,Have you ever been happy even though your life has changed so much-or your somehow happy, even, if your life is slowly crumbling down, to the point one day you're super happy, then , the next you're so depressed.So,You just stop caring?Thats me honestly.I miss a lot back in America-Like my friends,Family and so much more.

But don't get me wrong- coming here has been an amazing experience.I met one of my favorite bands-I work with them and love it,I have experienced new things,Ive met new friends and new people.Ive met amazing people like Eun Bi,The boys and Jimin.Jimin,Jimin,Jimin-hes the first man I actually liked.Made me feel like a person more then a object.Which says a lot.He's the first to fully understand me because he's like me.He has this amazing yet terrible gift made by the gods,Its a gift only good people get.And somehow we both have it~You know how rare that is?

Within this short time of being here-So much negative things have happened to me.Yet,I would like to say this has been one of the best experiences of my life.I mean,Me being human(somewhat) of course stuff like this is bound to happen.But Im glad Im the way I am.

I think... That I am actually happy~

"Daisy!"

I jumped nearly ten feet back once I heard someone yell at me.Im surprised I didnt punch them,Since thats what I do when I'm surprised.

"Jimin?"I asked lightly,He walks towards me putting a other jacket over me,Then placing gloves over my frozen hands.Confused,I looked up to Jimin.Little clouds surrounding his face because of the cold air meeting his warm breath.He met eyes with me after a few seconds.

"What are you doing out here?"

"I couldn't sleep."

He sighed,looking at me with empathy. "I told you if you need to talk about yesterday-"

"Im not just thinking about that...Thats probably the reason why I'm not sleeping but-"

"But what?Are you okay?"He asked with true care in his eyes.I finally took a look around my area.I was pretty much right in front of his house...Did I really walk that far?Plus,Why is he up this early?

"I was just thinking about-Life.In general."

He looked confused~

"Daisy.Are you sure your okay?"He asked once again,I nodded-again.Moving my hair back behind me cold bitter ears.

"Yeah.I am *Smiles* -You should go back inside.Its cold out."

"How can I just leave you out here?Common."

He led me inside his dark,Quiet-house.Well this is creepy as fuck.Is he planning to murder me?He sat me down and laid a blanket over me,Next he went to the kitchen.I looked around for a clock,It was late-Around one AM.He came back to me with some hot coco.He sat down next to me also drinking one.

It was quiet for a bit.

"What were you thinking about?"

I looked over at him and he followed suit.I set down my cup and sigh.

"My mind was all over the place honestly."

He turned towards me,Scooting closer to me.I wrapped myself more in the blanket cause it was warm.Unlike me.

"I was just thinking how much my life has changed over the last few months.Im just in this place where I'm so happy-yet I'm also just really lost and sad.I miss so much back home but I would like to say this is where I belong.Im just Smol and confused."I smiled awkwardly,He sat there just-looking at me.He then randomly cracked a smile.I don't know if I should be scared about that or what.

"Im glad you came here.You changed my life in so many ways."Jimin remarks huskily,Like he just woke up.Or hasn't drank water in decades.I say the first option.Ismile lightly~

"Im glad then.Are you happy too?"I asked.He nodded yes quickly.Well damn.

"Yeah;More then you know."

I lightly smile~I got up,Started to fold the blanket I was using and then placed it back on the couch.

"I probably should be going.I don't want to keep you up all night."I said bowing slightly,He then stood up.

"Anyways Why are you up this early anyway?"I asked while I layered back up to go out in the cold.

"I was studying because I couldn't sleep."He went over to the counter and grabbed something off of it.

"Oh maybe I should start doing that."We went over to the door,While I sipped on the coco.I placed my drink down.Then slowly put on my shoes.I yawned and stood up.Jimin reached out and gave me a tight hug.I patted awkwardly at his back while he dug his head into the crease of my neck.I was being careful so I don't like,Spill my drink all over him.
My heart thumped against my chest which made me more nervous.
"Jimin,I need to go."I chuckled
"I don't want you too."He whispered making me shocked.I breathed heavily,I don't know what to do...
"Jimin."I laughed awkwardly.Ahhh~He let go finally,after so he looked in my eyes-his expression blank.Suddenly,He lightly smiles.His simple yet beautiful smile.
"I better-go."My thumb pointed behind me to the door,I held the doorknob and start to open his front door.
"Zero."
"What?"
Jimin grabs my wrist away from the door;Spinning me around so my back hits the door behind me now,it made a loud thump noise which made me more shocked.Whats happening?
"Jimin-What ar-."
He leans in and
Kisses me.
My heart racing,I don't know if I should be happy or scared,I like Jimin a lot...I never thought this would happen though.It was so gentle yet so demanding.Like he's been waiting...
His warm lips pressed up against mine-I faded into it.My eyes finally closed.My wrist,still locked between his hand but that hand ends up holding mine.His other hand on my back.I felt so happy within this moment.Like everything stopped~
It only lasted for a few seconds but it went in slow motion.After so,I saw him smile so big like he just won a trophy at state.I tried to speak but I couldn't~I just waved my hand around and my mouth did weird movements.

How do I react?!That was my first kiss,Was it bad?I was so confused and my now dying heart was helping.
Im going crazy...
He makes me crazy...