What I did in the past.

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by mikeyfan101

by mikeyfan101

The next morning:
Lilly's POV:
I woke up how I always do when I'm here, with an arm wrapped round my waist. Everything was just so perfect, so why aren't I happy?

I got up out of bed and went to the hallway outside the flat and sat on the stairs, I just needed a bit of breathing space.
A few minutes later, Rye came out and sat with me. He put his arm round me and pulled me closer to his chest. We sat there in silence for a few minutes. I've been getting closer to the other four boys whilst spending time with Mikey too. They're like my best friends.
I was the happiest I've ever been but I felt like crying.

I've never felt this way about someone before. I've only known Mikey for a few days and I really really like him.

My eyes starting to fill with tears and one was able to escape my eye and fell down my cheek.
Why am I crying? I'm happy. It's like I feel guilty about being happy. I shouldn't be happy after what I did in the past.
Rye noticed I was crying and pulled me in closer to his body to comfort me.

He softly spoke, "should I get Mikey?"
It was about 5 in the morning, I felt bad to wake him but I think if I didn't speak to him now about it, I wouldn't be able to ever.
I'll slowly looked up to Rye and nodded.
He left the hallway, walked back inside and a few minutes later, a tired Mikey stumbled out and spotted me on the stairs and came over and pulled me into a hug. The same kind of hug I had with Rye but this one felt full of love.
This already began to make me feel better.
"What's up babe?" Just his voice made me cheer up a bit.
But I can't forget why I wanted him out here now.
"I need to talk to you."