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13

Eleven p.o.v
I cancelled Mike's and I hang out because to be honest I'm jealous and the fact that he brought her to the movies without asking me first, really pissed me off.
"Remind me again why we can't hang out?" Mike asked his voice deep, probably because he was asleep before I called.
"I forgot that I had made plans with Josh and he reminded me yesterday at the movies, so I'm sorry" I said through the phone.
"So now you guys hang out alone?" Mike asked irritated.
"Yes. Is that wrong?"I asked.
"No. I mean you can hang out with anyone you want" Mike said.
"I sure can" I said.
"Yeah definitely, let me know when you can squeeze me in between your very very tight schedule. Since most of it involves Josh" Mike said laughing dryly.
"Well what's wrong with that? He is a good friend, he is kind, nice, smart—" I said.
"I don't want your confession save that for Joshua" Mike said slightly angrily
"Why are you so mad? Geez" I said irritated.
What? So I can't be mad but he can be? Heck nooo!
"I'm not, just keep your love life to yourself I don't care about it" Mike said.
"Well if you don't care, then don't be such an ass to Josh every time you see him" I said.
"Oh so now you're taking his side. Of course, I forgot you were in love" he said sarcastically.
"Are you serious?" I said.
"Whatever choose him, I mean you do love him, right? So go ahead" Mike said angrily.
"Look who is talking? The guy that completely forgot about me the second some piece of shit covered in paper wrapping came your way. You forgot that I went to hell and back just so I could see you again. That I loved you. But then again, that's on you and not me!" I said angrily.
"Loved me? So you don't love me anymore" Mike said angrily.
"Well if you don't then why should I? I'm not gonna be waiting around for you to get your head out of your ass" I said angrily.
"I do love you" Mike said angrily but I could hear he was slightly more hurt.
"Yeah well you changing me for her the day after she came to school, shows the exact opposite. If you really loved me, you wouldn't had change me. I would've been good enough for you to stay, but guess what I'm not. I don't blame you. I'm not like every other girl. I'm a freak of science. But guess what? I gave you a chance to move on when I was sucked into the upside down. You didn't, you waited for me for almost a year,never gave up so I didn't think a new girl would be the reason for us to go our separate ways. But you what? It's fine. It's best for the both of us. Maybe what we felt for each other wasn't love anyways" I said angrily with a few tears going down my face.
"Don't you ever doubt that what we felt for each other was love" mike said angrily.
"Weren't you the one that said you didn't know what love was. That you needed to know what it was before... you know whatever"
"And now you and josh are dating so it looks like you never loved me anyways!" Mike yelled.
"YOU DONT GET TO SAY THAT! YOU WALKED AWAY FROM ME AND I STAYED!" I yelled back.
"I wasn't the one that gave up. You did! And I wasn't that broke someone's heart. You did! You didn't care about me but I did! I was there for you and I was the one that always made sure you're okay. It's always me that cares about you! You only cared about your feelings. What you thought it was best for you! But did you ever stop to think my side of the story. How I felt? No no you didn't! You only thought you YOU YOU YOU! So maybe I should start thinking about me for once. Because I've always thought about you and others and I think that's why I took it so hard when you left! Because you didn't think about me at all" I said angrily crying.
"I gotta go" mike whispered.
"See and there you go again thinking about you! I'm done trying to fix you Mike. If you want to block or push anyone out whenever they try to help you. Be my guess. I can't think about you anymore, because you are unwilling to think about me. And no I'm not with Josh, but it's not because of you, it's because of me. Because I wanna think about myself for once." I said
"Eleven—" he said
"I don't care anymore" I said hanging up.
Okay that part was a lie. I did care about him. But what can I do? Nothing
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