Namjoon's POV
She just cried. And left. I never thought she'd react like that towards my song for her.
I just wanted her to know. I really loved her then. I don't know now. We're distant, and I think she's fine with her status now.
Now that I said it. I feel much better. I'm ready to accept that, maybe we're not really for each other.
All those years thinking of her. I finally can be calm knowing that she's fine and I said what I want to say. We can be good friends. Always.
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Jungkook's POV
"She's crying again. Is she really okay?" I ask Hoseok hyung
"I think they just had a personal talk with each other." Hoseok responded
"With Namjoon?" I ask
"Yea. That's normal. They're very close friends before so maybe they just missed each other that much. " Hoseok said
"Well I hope she's fine. " I said
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After a few weeks in Bangtan dorm you finally got used to the place. You did your job very well and supported them wherever they go.
You and Hoseok became best friends, he taught you how to dance whenever he has free time. Suga taught you how to rap their song Cypher 4 and you're still learning.
Jin teaches you how to cook many
Different dishes every now and then. While Jungkook kept on asking you for dates. You never really had the chance to go out. Taehyung always needs help with his puppy and Jimin treats you like his sister and he's very protective .Namjoon kept distant. He talks to you but not that much. He became cold and Serious.
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After 1 month •
Your POV
"Back back to the basic, microphone check. Call me baepsae hogeun sengae geuderap game...... Errr am I even saying it right?" I laughed
"Just a little bit faster. You'll get there" Yoongi said "and your pronunciation babe you need to get it right. "
"Hey I told you stop calling me babe. "
"How bout baby?" He smirked.
SO DON'T CALL ME BABYYYY~ UNLESS YOU MEAN IT~
"No, just no. " I said
"Well, I still prefer babe. " He smiled
"That's enough for this time."I said "hoseok's waiting for me in the dance room"
"Can you really learn these things all at once?" He said
"You'll see. But I think I can. " I smiled
"Okay then. I'll be here sleeping. " He said as I left the room
I can't believe I can smile in front of all of them. I feel guilty about what I did to Namjoon. He now became distant and he barely even notices me.
Well, I know it's my fault. I hurt his feelings for me. Now I face the fact that he'll never treat me he same way as before.But it's okay. I kinda deserve it, and the other members always cheer me up. I think time will pass and Namjoon will forgive me. I hope.
"I'm your hooooope! " Hoseok shouts while I enter the studio
"Hey hahahaha, stop it you're too loud!" I laughed
"Am I? Hahaha sorry. Have you seen Jungkook?" He asked
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Bangtan Gal (ONGOING)
FanfictionYou grew up at a small town in Korea. Your family is very simple, yet happy. Going to a expensive school overwhelms you, and you always feel left out because of the people surrounding you. Then you finally met Kim Namjoon, a school mate. He was 2 y...