Chapter 1- Confusions

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It was a busy day for us. As usual, Em wastes his time in front of the TV to watch his favorite football channel. Rose was with him, still looking at her mate's weird hobby. Well, for the vampires like us, it was not a usual thing. Edward and Bella was with Renesmee, hunting. Of course, Jacob tagged along with them. I was so happy that the wolves can settle everything with us with no conflicts.

Carlisle was on his office, again; checking records of his patients and some charts. Esme, was on her own table, doing some blueprints. Its been four days since she hadn't touch those piles of blueprints in her table. And now, she must finish them on time.

I was walking at the garden when someone speak behind me.It was Jasper.

   "Spending time alone?" he asked.

I looked at him and a smile crossed at his handsome face. His hand reaches my left hand. Then, we walked together around the garden.

    "Beautiful flowers, isn't it? Esme took care of them for a long time. How beautiful they are, right?" he asked. As I look around, I saw different flowers in the garden. Roses,orchids, freesias, sunflowers and many more. Jasper was right, Esme took care of them properly. That's how Esme shows her love for these tiny objects. And that's how she loves us like we are her own children

I wasn't paying attention to Jazz' words. I am still looking at the beautiful flowers swaying synchronizingly in the wind. He sighed. Then I quickly realize that Jazz was with me.

    "Er, what did you say... Jazz?" I suddenly asked.

He was laughing now, poking my nose. "I like your innocence today, Alice. Well, never mind that, 'kay?" he said.

He pulled me to the meadow and we ended up lying motionless to the ground. We were still laughing at our playfullness. Jazz was looking at the sky as he speak.

    "Alice, what do you think if we have to leave them, huh?" he asked.

I stared at him in confusion. Jazz wanted to settle down. I thought. For a while, I didn't answer him. I just looked at the birds flying above us. Those birds reminded me of something. Actually, my life with Jazz wasn't perfect. But as I spend my life with him everyday, it was like a natural path of breathing, with no conflicts along the way.

    "Do you mean.. settle down?" I asked back.

He was laughing again. Then he kissed me. "You know what I mean, Alice. I want to spend my life with you for another thousand years." he answered.

I stare at him with sad eyes. Suddenly, his smile faded, his tone was worried now.

    "What's wrong Alice? Are you okay?" he asked.

  "Jazz, this is wrong. You know that I really love you, and I can't spend my life without you. But I also love our family. I can't live without them, also."

He shook his head. "That's the problem with you, Alice. You can't live without them. And you can't decide without them. Will you hear me this time?"

    "No, listen to me... Jazz, I am not forcing you to go with me. This is our family. And we belong to it."

There was a long silence. Were just staring at each other. Jazz suddenly sat down. He's looking at me in sad eyes. Then, I heard him whisper.

    "Alice.... maybe we should have some space for now. I hope you can understand me in this way. Maybe I have to know myself more."

I was shocked at his words, I quickly follow him walking inside the room. As I look at them, there was no change, except Edward, Bella, Nessie and Jacob was there now, talking to each other. Jacob looks at us. Then he smile.

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