Life Speaks Its Own Words

Entry

Well hi um I'm a person with no way of love at all. So let's do this.

Well there's a guy who's dicided I need to be in his life or he'll die.

His name was Evan. He changes something about him everyday. He has a slick black tone to his strands of hair that just hold a pure softness beyond my fingers.

A tiger lay across his shoulders in a way of life to signify his family and his hope of life.

As I sit here now the one day I will always remember I had been given a gift from this one amazing guy.

I walked my flat sneakers kinda seeming to make me fall. I had been grabbed by this crazy guy who was in a hospital gown.

"Cleo!"

"Yes?" Was all I said to him.

He was pulling me all over town not telling me that he was slowing dying but that this day... oh this day was his last.

The day seemed to be giving up as his life and heart was doing. But that little part still alive like his soul that hung on to a thread... oh that thread held him up so high that I never saw him coming back down.

Now I know people say that people come into your life for a reason. For a lesson or they stay.

He wasn't supposed to leave and teach me a lesson.

I wouldn't let him.

I could only feel my heart falling away from the world so he couldn't grab it and hold it in his dying hands.

I laid with his side holding me like a glove.

"Cleo."

"Yeah Evan?" I never stopped asking him questions. I never received answers.

"You wanna know something?" He asked.

"I do." I spoke looking up to his eyes that glued to me with pure happiness.

"I'm gonna die today and I wanted to-"

I couldn't hear him after the words 'I'm gonna die'.

I cried.

His body laid just breathing.

He forced me up as I flashed my eyes to him. Nothing was gonna be the same to me.

I looked into his eyez that only showed happiness but I never stopped crying. He smiled and leaned to me as I did to him. I kissed a boy.

A boy!

It was my first kiss and I enjoyed it till I heard the sound of his mother screaming.

He pulled away and put his lips to my forehead.

I couldn't let go of something that became mine in a day of about twelve hours.

He was helped up and as my phone flipped to eight he was gone like that.

I sat there alone watching ad they tried to bring him back but all I saw was him slipping away.

My first love.

My first kiss.

My first best day ever.

He was gone.

I looked at the stars through the blurry vision of my eyes and said...

I love you Evan... always.

-Cleo