my forever almost ♡

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•I never want to see you unhappy

thought you want the same for me.•

"I love you, Ana."

wished I didn't fall for that trick...

a few months earlier

The alarm blares, waking me from my sleep. I slowly sat up from my bed and stop the alarm. I stretch, and I get off my bed. I get into my dresser, get a gray hoodie, and some shredded black pants. I get dressed and walk out of my room.

"Hey there, brat," Alex says messing up my hair.

Alex is my older brother. he dropped out of high school before he could finish his senior year. Idiot. He is now nineteen years old. Still lives with us. By us, I mean my mom, baby brother mac, stepdad, and my other older brother Zander. He is eighteen. Hopefully, he doesn't drop out this year.

dick

"Hey, idiot" I reply placidly and walk to the bathroom.

"Zander is in there."

I groan.

I wait for five minutes, and I see zander wander out of his room.

"Alex! you said Zander was in the bathroom!" I yell

"did I? I don't remember" he replies.

boys

I walk into the bathroom, and I brush my black hair. I put it in a high ponytail and put mascara on. I use the bathroom and walk out.

"hurry up losers. I gotta drive you two to school" Alex said consuming a sandwich.

"why not mom?" zander questions.

"she had to work early."

zander and I groan.

zander combs his black hair.

Zander and I got our black hair and green eyes from our dad. Mac and Alex got their brown hair and brown eyes from their dad.

Yeah, we have different dads. Same moms. Our mom is married to Alex and macs dad. My and zanders dad left us. Mom was pregnant with me, Zander was only two.

"let's go!" Alex yells

Alex picks up mac and carries him to the car. Zander and I hurry to the car and buckle ourselves in.

Alex drives us to the high school, and we get out. I walk to my locker, and I grab my biology supplies.

"ana, what's up?" a familiar voice asks.

I look to see who it is.

Ah, my best friend since 6th grade. Veronica. Dark, long, coffee-colored hair. Lovely mellow eyes. A great figure. Really can't see why she is friends with me. She's popular. Has a bunch of friends. Bunch of guys obsessing over her. And then, well. There's me. A not-so-favorite girl. Yeah, I socialize with people. I have a few friends. But I wouldn't call myself favorited. I guess I'm just an average kind of girl.

"not my self-esteem, that's what, "I say smiling.

she chuckles.

"Sheesh, ana. down and blue already?" Veronica raises an eyebrow.

"just tired," I say while walking down the hall.

then everything freezes when I see him

Kaiden. Sturdy build. Black hair with blonde streaks in it. With an undercut haircut. Romantic silvery eyes. Perfect teeth and a perfect grin. Six foot of hotness. With an ideal deep voice.

I've been blessed with this angel.

He looks at me while we walk past. I get a whiff of his cologne.

mmmm

"Oh, ana. your drooling" v jokes.

"he is so handsome!" I daydream.

v giggles

"Hurry, we gotta get to class." v says.

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note;
   so I sorta,
                    kind of,
                              barley,
feel confident about this book!
i just hope you guys like it! enjoy! sorry if i dont update as much. school is starting soon ;-;

    ~abby🌻