Deaf Love e.d

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《WARNING》
!A/N: this chapter has a violent scene!
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(April's POV)

I was going to say sorry to him when he got up and walked away...
what?! he didn't yelled at me and neither pushed me... why?
I'm not complaining, it's just... he never did that, maybe... he... he wants to be my fr... nah forget it.

_____________end of class_____________

And finally it's summer vacations!!

I walked out of the school feeling good, Ethan avoided me the whole day, yeah... I think everything is going to be ok... or I thought so...

When I turned the corner I saw someone... Ethan... as soon as I saw him my heart started to beat faster, and it wasn't in a good way...

I started to run trying to stop him from seeing me or following me, but it didn't work. I felt on the floor calling his attention, making him go in my direction.

He looked at me and grined, I though everything would be fine, but in a matter of seconds Ethan got my wrist lifting me up...

- "So you think it's ok to hit people in the face with a door?"

I was looking at his lips while he said it... and by his expressions he wasn't  happy at all

- "I'm s-so sorry Ethan... I- it wasn't  my intention" I won't deny it, I was afraid of him

- "Oh, you think that a simple "sorry" will make me forget that YOU fucking hit the door on my face!"

- "I'm sorry! Please! I alrrady told you it wasn't my intention!" I was shaking of fear

He let out a laugh then liked his lips

- "Oh Deafy, I told you not to mess with me"

With that, he dropped my wrist and punched my stomach, I let out a low gasp. He looked at me again with a small grin...

- "You should really stop pissing me off, Deafy... one day I might do something worst"

Wrong... I was wrong... I thought he wouldn't do anything to me... but he did... and called me... that way... I'm so dump, I actually tought he was going to be different... but again... he just acted like a monster... I don't even know why I feel sad for him...

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(A/N: I recommend u to listen to the song Down by Jason walker)

I laid on my bed and started to think about my life, things that I missed about it... I thought about my dad, and how I missed him telling me that everything was going to be ok... I missed to see my mom smiling everyday... I missed to see them happy togheter... I missed their good night kisses... I missed the little things they did that used to do my day's... and last... I missed to hear... actually I would love to hear again... the birds, the wind, the trees, the world and it's sounds... all I can do now is be positive... but how am I going to be positive if all people had shown me is negativity... sometimes I feel that I'm  stuck like this... I lost my hearing... my dad... and now... my hope.......
I thought I was stronger... but it turned out that I'm not like the other's... I'm not normal ... I'm just a mistake... useless and... "deafy"...

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HEEEY PEOPLE!!!
Hope ur enjoying my story😊
I'm really sorry for the sad part btw, but this is the way April is feeling now because of Ethan...😒 buuuut things will start to change...
Oh, I almost forgot to thank u all for reading my story, ik it's not that good so thank u all for the support😘

Love u all❤

~Nick🌺
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