Deaf Love e.d

VIII

Monday, 9:10 A.M
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(Ethan's POV)

She asked ME to be her friend? Is she serious right now?... does she actually mean it?...

- "Yeah... sure?" I say

- "That's so cool" she said smiling at me

Ok... what the hell?

- "Yeah... so... I have to go to class now... bye... I guess..." I said awkwardly

(April's POV)
I can't believe it... Ethan don't hate me anymore!! I'm so happy that I finally have made a friend!

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Tuesday, 6:40 A.M
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(April's POV)

Another day at school... and I'm not afraid anymore... at least not of Ethan... I just hoped that my dad could see me right now... I wanted to know if he would be proud of me, he was a wise men... ugh... I miss him like crazy.

I headed to the classroom and sat on a empty desk. It's been a while so I dicided to write on my diary, while I was writing someone threw a paper ball at me.

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Let's sit togheter together
At lunch
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Ethan
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I looked at him and nodded...
He turned around but I could see he had a small grin in his face... and... suddenly I'm afraid of him... I couldn't help it... he had been really bad to me since I got here... but... I can't let it stop me... or should I...?

___________Skip to the lunch__________

I entered in the cafeteria and saw Ethan, I walked in his direction and sat next to him in the table.

- "Hey!" He said

- "Hi" I reply

- "So... ehh.."

- "April" I said awkwardly

- "Yes, April... since we are friends now I have a surprise for you"

He stood up in the table and called everyone's attention...

- "hello everyone, I'm here today to entroduce you to someone!"

He got my hand making me stand up, he gestured me to stand next to him in the table, and I do as he asks.

- "This is April... she is knew here, and let me tell you something about her... she is the biggest..... stupid and naive girl I've ever seen!"

I was looking at his lips but when he finished that I looked directly in his eyes, I was surprised, not in a good way, just... surprised of what type of human he is... and how stupid I was to actually fall in his trap.

- April here thought that I could be her friend!!! He started to laugh...

As he was about to continue I tried to let go of his hand that was holding me tight by the arm, but it was useles he Just held me tighter...

- "No, no, princess... you can't leave your guests in the middle of a conversation! Did not your father teach you that?..."

I looked at the floor when he mentioned my father...

- "oh... no... I can't believe it... poor little princess... did your father left you?" He said while lifting my chin with his thumb

- "Ethan, please..." I couldn't talk right, I was holding trying hard to hold back my tears...

- "Deafy, it's ok... everybody knew you weren't good enough... even your own dad saw it..."

Tears started to fall from my eyes... I tried to blink them off but I couldn't, this time he really hurt me...

- "I have warned you Deafy... I told you MANY times that I didn't liked you... I thought you understood it, but clearly you don't, so let me tell you once more..."

With his thumb in my chin he faced me again

- "I don't care if you have lost your father, I don't care if you think you can feel the same as me, I don't give a fuck if you have ever cared about me... because Deafy... c'mon, let's be real... at the end of the day... you will be just a shity...useless... deaf... mistake..."

With that he threw me on the floor and started to laugh, just like half of the cafeteria...

- "Oh, I almost forgot... don't ever mention his name again..." he warned me with a numb look on the face

(A/N: I recommend u to listen to the song Say something by A big great world, Christina Aguilera)

I got up and took my thigs running out of that awful place that I promised myself I would not enter ever again...

____________later that night___________

I was laying on my bed thinking about... all the things that have happened this past months... I thought about some people...
Ethan... more specifically.

Why have I been so dumb... I should have seen this coming...
I should have never tried...
I knew he hated me... but I thought we could have helped each other... I thought we had something in common... we missed someone... we felt the same pain, I thought we could have helped each other's pain go away... but I... guess I was wrong...
I don't hate him... I wouldn't be capable of...
but he hurt me...
I tried to be strong for him... but at the end... Ethan never wanted me there...
I don't blame him... he is lost... and I would just be a burden on his life ... but...
I really hope that one day Ethan will forgive me ... because after all...
I care... I don't even know why... but I do... I care for his happiness... I care for his health... I care...
about him... more than I cared for anyone else...
Ethan Grant Dolan... you fucked me... and believe me.... I will never forget you... and I know deep there a silent voice in your heart... will remember me too... by a mistake, by the awkward girl... or by what I am.... the Deafy...
I will miss you Ethan...
Hope one day our paths will cross... and we will meet again... but for now... all I can say is...
good bye Eth...

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Hey guuuuys!!
Hope u liked this chapter😅
It's pretty bad I know, but I had to "end" it here.
I'm NOT going to stop writing this story, I WILL continue it!!!!
But now I needed it to "end", like,
end this season. I will write "season 2" here, but April will be 17 and Ethan 18... hope you like my new plans, and let me tell u something... some juicy things will happen😉

Ps: I will try to update the early as possible, but now my class started and I NEED to be focused in my studies, buuuut I PROMISE it will be released very soon😊

Love u all❤

~Nick🌺
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