Rihanna's P.O.V.
She's gorgeous. A goddess and I know it. Why do these thoughts never leave my mind? 24/7. She's all I ever think about.
"Robyn!" She called my name and shook me out of my thoughts.
"Yes?" I answered, trying to seem like I wasn't just practically drooling over her.
"Are you okay? Is there something behind me?" She asked as she turned to look at the people in the booth behind her.
"No..."
"Then what are you staring at?"
"I was just... thinking." '...about you' I thought to myself.
"Oh, well, do you want to go?"
"Uhm... yeah, sure."
"Good. You're still up for the sleepover, right?" If I spend the night in the same room as her, I am going to die.
"Of course!"
Dammit, Robyn, why did you say that?
Katy called over the waiter and we split the check.
On the car ride home it was awkwardly quiet.
"So, what were you thinking about?" She broke the silence
"What?"
"At the resturaunt."
"Oh, nothing really."
"I can tell when you're lying."
"Just... I can't tell you."
"I am your best friend, you can tell me anything."
"Not this time, Kitty." Kitty is her nickname
"You've seemed off all night..."
"Okay, fine... I like this... boy. But... I'm pretty sure that he doesn't like me, or girls in general. He's also seeing someone else." To be fair, I only lied about "his" gender.
"If she's seeing someone else, you should know whether or not she likes girls."
"Yeah, but I think she could be bisexual."
"You fell for it."
"Fell for what?"
"I tricked you into admitting it was a girl."
"Huh?"
"I said 'she' twice and it made you say 'she', too."
"Oh, you confused me. I wasn't focused."
"Mhm... sure, continue."
"That was all."
"Do you want my advice?"
I nodded.
"Go for it. Just tell them how you feel." She said
"Yeah... but, we're such good friends. I don't want to ruin that." I replied
"Still. It's better to just be straight with them, than secretly crushing 24/7."
I pulled into her driveway, and thought about what she said 'just be straight with them'.
"Are you ready?" She said and grabbed her purse. She opened the door and I grabbed her hand. I thought about what I was about to do.
"Robyn, are you okay-"
I cut her off with a kiss. For a second I swear she kissed me back. She pushed me off of her. We looked into each others eyes for a moment and I thought she was leaning in for another.
"Maybe we should reschedule the sleepover..." She said as she stumbled out of my car. I watched her enter her house and slam the door shut.
I would have banged my head on the steering wheel, but that would honk the horn... I figured that making so much noise at... (I checked the time)...9:56pm was not a wise decision.
I pulled out of her driveway and went to a cliff. I just needed sometime to think, and possibly jump off of it. I would drive off of it, but on my way here I discovered Katy left some of her things in it.
Why did she kiss me back? She probably didn't and it was just my imagination. Why did I do that? I know she's dating John Mayer. She doesn't need me screwing that up.
She told me she loved me years ago, and I pushed her away. I really loved her back, but I was just scared of what might happen... Now she's moved on and she's happy, and I come in and try to ruin it all. I decide to drive home, and save the cliff for another time. What was I expecting? She would just drop everything for me?
Are we crazy? Yes we are.
