Katy's P.O.V.
"Fuck." I mumbled as a woke up with a pounding headache. I sat up and found myself in the bed of a room that wasn't mine. I took a second for things to all come back to me. "Oh shit." I said as I remembered what Robyn and I did last night. It was such a vivid memory, but everything else was a blur. I remember the taste of alcohol on her lips... I remember her moans, and the way she screamed my name. I peeked under the covers as proof, hoping it was just a dream. Instead, I found myself with only a bra, and Robyn was fully naked. 'Shit, shit, shit.' I thought, getting off the bed and quickly grabbing my scattered clothes off the floor. I heard Robyn about to wake up, so I ran and hid in her bathroom, once I was in, I realized I had ran too fast, and it gave me a headache. I put on my clothes and rinsed my face off with lukewarm water. I took a deep breath and looked in the mirror.
I dried my face with a paper towel and exited the bathroom. I saw Rih sitting up on the bed. She covered herself when she noticed me, and I could see her face turning red. I decided to pretend to ignore her nakedness.
"Where's your aspirin?" I asked
She reached into the nightstand that was next to her and, while still trying to cover herself, pulled out a pill bottle, then she stuck her hand out for me to take it. I walked over and took it from her.
"Thank you." I said quietly, then I opened the container and removed a pill, then handed it back. She did the same thing, swallowed it dry, then closed it, and put it back in the nightstand.
"I'm gonna go get water for this." I said as I walked out of the room.
Rihanna's P.O.V
I broke down crying as she exited the room. She's ignoring what happened. I know she remembers. I also know that she still loves me, she told me last night. For some reason she doesn't want to admit it. I was so stupid to have sex with her. I messed things up, and I hurt her, again. She may not want to even hangout with me after this.
I got up, brushed my teeth, showered, got dressed, and opened the door to find Katy right in front of me with her bag.
"I came to brush my teeth." She said, then scooted past me. I walked downstairs to lay on the couch, and saw that we left the living room a mess. I started picking up half-empty bottles that were closed, thankfully, and set them on the coffee table. There was one that was empty and knocked over. I stepped to pick it up, when I stepped in a puddle of alcohol "Shit." I said to myself. I went to the kitchen to grab paper towels, and mopped up the spill. Then, I picked up the bottle and put it in the trash. Finally, I picked up the bottles on the table, locked them back in the wine cabinet, and rinsed my hands.
Then, I laid down on the couch and started thinking. 'What the fuck is wrong with me, did I really think that she would change her mind? Nothing will ever go on between us. I had my chance, and I blew it.' I took deep breaths and tried not to cry, in case Katy came down and saw me, but my efforts failed, and I ended up with tears rushing down my face, which gave me an even bigger headache than I had before.
I felt hands wrap around my waist and I laid my head on her shoulder.
"What's wrong?" She asked me.
"Everything." I said.
"Tell me."
"I'm... I'm not over you, Katy. It's gonna take a while, and last night when we had sex, you told me you still loved me, but now you're ignoring what happened. You're just sending so many mixed signals, and it's not helping me get over you, and you probably hate me now, and you don't wanna hang out with me anymore, and I would totally understand that, cause I ruined your relationship." I said very fast, crying. I looked up at her to see her reaction. Her mouth was open and her eyes were a little watery.
"Robyn, the truth is... I don't know, I just need sometime to think. When you told me you loved me, it brought up so many old feelings... and I just need sometime to process everything, okay?"
"Yeah, okay. I understand."
"Also, when I tell John I want him and I to take a break, if he doesn't break up with me..." It was awkwardly silent for a long time.
"Do you... Do you want to get something to eat?" Katy said, breaking the silence
"Yeah, sure. We can take my car."
It was a very long, very quiet ride.
We went to McDonald's. Katy ordered hash browns and an orange juice. I ordered a bacon egg and cheese griddle and decided to get a drink at home.
Even when we were eating, we didn't talk. When Katy was done, she cleaned up and went upstairs. When I was finished, I caught up with her. I found her in my bed, crying. I hugged her around her waist like she had done with me, earlier. She leaned her head on my shoulder.
"I know..." I said, trying to console her.
