Its been a month working on my album, and i only got two songs. The deadline is in a few weeks and i wanted to get at least 5 songs. And also: me at taemins one month anniversary is tomorrow and theyre currently planning whats going to happen. I have no clue whats happening. And i really want to plan it too because taemin (and the boys) already do enough for me. Gah whatever... I continued working on my third song, writing down lyrics etc. I was almost done with it, just maybe a few more verses. Gah why can't this go faster. No i cant rush, quality takes time.
I spent a few more hours and then i finally finished my third song. I stood up to stretch. Ah im sore, I need to walk around. I made my way downstairs. All the boys were on the couch chatting and writing stuff down. Minho looked up and saw me soon patting keys arm. Key looked up at me, his eyes widened.
"Oh hey da in! Uhm how long have you been there?"
"Only a few seconds."
They all sighed in relief.
"Hows your album coming out."
"I finished my third song..."
"Oh good!"
I rolled my eyes and walked to the kitchen. They went back to their little huddle and again started whispering. I grabbed a glass from the cabinet and poured me some water. As i sipped my water Minho came into the kitchen grabbing a daminals out of the fridge. people still drink that?
"Hi Minho."
"Hey Da in..." He said just before taking a sip of his yogurt. I giggled then he stared at me confused.
"People still drink those?"
He laughed.
"I loved them growing up..."
"Ah okay i mean they're pretty good. Is it safe to go in there" I asked referring to the living room.
"Yeah they finished planning."
I nodded and thanking him. I then set my glass down and walked into the living room.
"Da in, hey!" Onew said cheerfully.
"Hi." I said sitting next to Taemin. He smiled and took my hand and intertwined it with his, then just staring at it. I leaned my head on his shoulder and looked at it too. I looked up and all the boys were staring at us.
"They're so adorable." Jonghyun said smiling.
They all nodded. i looked at taemin who was still looking at our hands. He was thinking about something, he had that blank face and he wasn't paying attention to the people around him. It was cute...
He soon snapped out of it and released my hand and quickly walked out the door.
"Wait where is he going?" I asked getting up as well.
I pulled out my phone and walked outside. His car is gone already. I dialed taemins number.
"Hello?"
"Where did you go?"
"I went to get stuff for tomorrow..."
"Why did you leave so suddenly?"
"Why do you have so many questions?"
I sighed and just hung up. Maybe he's just stressed... Gah i need to go home and change... Should i ask them to drive me? Ah i'll just walk.
I arrived at my house, i never really come here anymore. Ive been staying at their house for weeks, they've been taking me to get clothes and stuff. I walked in and turned on the lights. Ah its been awhile... I kinda miss being in here. I walked over to my room and rummaged through my closet once again. I found an outfit that was very pretty. But i decided to use it for our anniversary tomorrow. I continued looking through and found an outfit that looked fairly comfortable for just sitting around.
After getting ready i saw that it was only 4pm. Gah todays going buy so slow. I opened up my phone and saw i got a message from key.Hey where did you go? Taemins looking everywhere for you...
Oh! Tell him im at my house.
Okay, wait how did you get there
i walked
Da in that's dangerous dont do it again, let one of us drive you...
fine
do you want taemin to pick you up?
maybe in a little bit.
Hes coming in an hour, get some clothes for tomorrow so we dont have to take you again
okay.
I did as he told me and picked out pajamas for tomorrow. I put it in a bag and set it beside my bed.
I did enjoy my time being back at home. But i heard a knock of my door and i knew it was taemin. I got up grabbed my things and headed to the door. I opened it and saw Taemin in tears, he hugged me instantly.
"What- Whats wrong?"
"Im sorry, i was just stressed over setting up date tomorrow, please don't hate me."
"Don't be sorry i understand, don't stress yourself out. Tomorrow doesnt have to be the biggest thing ever, don't put so much work and effort for me."
"But I want to... I want to spend as much time as I can with you, even though I'm not necessarily going anywhere and neither are you it's just. I love you da in. I really do and I will do anything just to put a smile on your face. Just to make you happy. Not having you around feels empty for me. I know I know it sounds cringy but it's true."
"Taemin-" Tears started to go down my face. I never felt so loved by anyone except my brother. And. and he's gone. Im happy to have him.
"I love you too taemin." I mumbled as i burried my head in the crook of his neck. He continued to hug me tightly. Gah this man makes me feel a certain way and i love it.
It was late and i was sitting in taemins room. He went somewhere to get something and he should be back soon. I was starting another song while i waited. A few moments later Taemin came back in with a can of whipped cream. I smiled and giggled as he sat down next to me opening the top.
"Open your mouth." He said smiling. I did so and he poured so much whipped cream in my face.
I squealed "Taeheminshhh" I tried to say as took the can away from my face. There was a huge pile of whipped cream in my mouth. How am i supposed to eat this??! I closed my mouth and whatever was left fell to my hand, i smiled and rubbed the whipped cream all over his face.
"Ah!" He smiled and lent back a bit. Gah hes so adorable. I giggled even more. he grabbed the whipped cream and put a little on my nose.
"Try to lick it off your nose."
I stuck my tongue up to my nose trying to lick it off. No matter how much i tried i couldnt get it. Taemin was laughing while wiping his face off.
"Here let me help." He said as he lent in and licked the whipped cream off my nose. I blushed a bit and of course he noticed.
"You're so adorable."
"Shhh no i'm not"
"Yes you are." He said while leaning back in to kiss me. I smiled and laid down back on the bed. Taemin did as well. We both were laying down in bed. I looked over at taemin. He was dead asleep. I giggled and turned off the lamp and went to sleep as well.