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pregnant was a bittersweet feeling for me because I wanted to be pregnant but I'm also afraid of losing another baby.
"So what you thinking about getting him?" Amaya ask as we enter the mall. Yes even though Nahsir felt like I should cut Amaya off due to her being heats on again off again girlfriend and he felt she'd set me up or something I seen no harm in us hanging out
I respected his wishes on not telling her were we lived and this was our first time actually hanging since everything
"Girl idk I already ordered him some Tom Ford cologne but I know he's gonna go all out with the gifts so I wanna do something big too" I explain "what you getting heat"
"Girl... me and that nigga done"
"Right y'all be back on tomorrow" I dismiss her as I look through a rack of clothes
"No fr rae he lost his fucking mind. You know we moved in together so one night a bitch had to go pee in the middle of the night so I get up and I try to walk in the bathroom this nigga fucking doing lines bitch I ain't never seen this nigga move so quick he slammed the fucking door in my face so you know me I waited for his ass to come out and I'm like wtf you doing you know this nigga put his fucking hands on me?!"
"OMG maya are you ok why ain't call me?"
"Girl you had just lost blessed and Toby I didn't want to add on my shit to that too. I'm fine though I was hurt cuz you know it's like damn you love somebody so much and to see them going downhill like that you just wanna help them. But I watch my daddy beat my momma ass everyday growing up I be damned if I stick around for that"
"You did what was right babe you can love somebody but you gotta love yourself more" I add on
"Yes I know it's sound crazy but a part of me feels fucked up for leaving him while he dealing with this. You know the only family he got is nas and guch and both them cut his ass off"
"What why guch not fucking with him?"
"Girl Idk exactly why but it's some shit that had to do with your brother"
Like what? Did Nahsir know who killed my brother? Was it heat? Why hadn't I heard anything about this before? Idk but I'd be damn sure to ask him about it tonight
Nahsir
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"Babe" I shout as I enter the front door trying to get a sense of where she was. After dropping my mom and Rae's mom at the airport where they'd fly to Hawaii for a week and from there board a jazz festival cruise ship for a few days I went to pick up the rest of Rae's Gifts for Valentine's Day which was tomorrow. I had upgraded the original engagement ring got some more jewelry some bags and shoes.
Although i originally planned to get us an hotel suite since my mom was out of town I decided we'd stay home I'd cook her breakfast lunch and dinner cater to her every need and fuck her good throughout the day. I was new to this romancing shit but for rae I'd try anything
"Babe Wya?" I shouted again not getting an response I guessed she was either sleep or in the shower or something. After hiding her gifts I went on my quest to find her and of course she was sprawled out on the bed in one of my t shirts
After removing my clothes I climbed in bed
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"Alright I'm up what fuck" I groan in irritation that rae wasn't taking the fucking hint that I wasn't ready to get up
"What time is it?" I ask
"8:12"
"What's is so fucking important you interrupting my nap?"
"Did heat kill toby?"
"Huh?" I confusedly ask
"Nahsir please tell me you wouldn't keep nothing like that from me"
"Where did you get that from?"
"Did he?" She frustratedly shouts
"No"
"So who did?" She questions "cuz it's apparent you guch and heat know something"
"I handled it rae" I assure her. Only a week after Toby was killed I found out who did it it was some little niggas tryna come for my spot and even though I didn't know anything bout Toby even being out there I did feel some what guilty. Toby had grown to be like another little brother for me a little brother who you tried to hide all the bad from in the world he had goals and aspirations I still don't know why he ain't just come to me anything he needed I would gave it off top
"So why did Amaya tell me guch isn't talking to heat because of something with my brother?"
"Amaya? Raegan wtf I told you not to fuck with that girl"
"Shut up Nahsir we just met at the mall she doesn't know where we stay"
"How you know somebody ain't follow yo ass I know I keep the street shit hidden from you but you acting dumb af right now"
"Fuck you Nahsir" she muffs my head while trying to get up immediately I grab her
"Alright my bad I ain't mean that shit I'm sorry I don't wanna argue bout the shit but if anything happened to you I'd lose my fucking shit" I admit
"I know and that's why I checked my surroundings before coming home and I had the gun you gave me I'm not dumb Nahsir" she informs me " but I doubt Amaya was tryna set me up she and heat ain't even together anymore. She found him doing coke and then he hit her for catching him."
"He back on that shit?" I ask more to myself
"Back on it? He's done this before? I think you should try and talk to him nas this is your brother"
"I'll think about it but i don't want talk about that... you been back a two whole days and I slid into you yet" I lean in pecking her lips
"That's all I'm useful for" she ask eyebrow raised as I begin to strip her from my shirt
Before I could answer the doorbell was rung. Not knowing who it could be I climbed off her grabbed one of my guns before heading downstairs and looking out the peephole. Surprised by who it was I opened the door gun still in hand
"Meghan? what you doing here?"
Y'all remember Meghan she was introduced earlier in the story. Nahsirs friend from high school that he fucked from time to time. She was in law school?👀
