Raegan Though nas and I had agreed to have a baby we hadn't actually took the steps into getting me pregnant. And really hadn't talked about how we'd go about things: would we just have sex or have the doctors do it. So when I came to the house to check on ms.may I was surprised to see nas putting together a nursery. Nas sat in the middle of the floor putting together the crib ms.may sat right beside him just tickled pink about it all
"Blessing did you ever think maybe we'd have a little girl?" I sarcastically ask cuz this nigga had all this little boy shit like I was already four months pregnant and we knew the gender
"No need to.. I looked up positions that guarantee a boy. We having a boy by the way"
I couldn't help but laugh that's the dumbest shit I ever heard this man say. Deciding I was done with his conversation I grabbed ms.mays hand and led her downstairs it's feel like it's been forever since we just had us some us time. Guch, heat, and nas was always ruining our alone time.
Ms. Mays grown to be like a second mom while I loved my mom dearly and no one could ever take her place ms.may holds a big part of my heart too. While my mom had shut down due to her divorce I had to grow up really quick and play mom to my siblings I didn't have a woman there to guide me so I let a man use and abuse me. He made me feel like the worthless woman on earth and even after I set him up to go to jail it was like he still controlled me I had no confidence or nothing. When I started working at the facility I didn't know what to expect but immediately after working with ms. May I knew I loved my job. Each day I walked in her room she'd make me smile tell me how beautiful I am and so on. She even let me read her journals and to see what strength she possessed after everything she been through she inspires me to keep on going and reach my success. Although my life's done an 180 I'm still not where I wanna be in life and ms.may gives me the courage to strive on
"I so happy" she breaks me out of my thoughts
"Why ms.may?"
"You having my baby" she gleefully shouts while hopping off the couch and making me laugh
Nahsir After figuring out that damn crib I was beat and the rest of that shit would just have to wait till Rae was actually pregnant. Although my mom had originally suggested the idea of me having a kid and I thought her ass was crazy but I'm beginning to get excited about this shit. Like actually having a little me in this world and the thought the Rae would be the mother of my child was even doper. Even though we ain't have a real romantic relationship and our friendship had just begun we definitely have this chemistry between us that I ain't ever felt before.
Walking down the steps I saw my mom and Rae cuddle up on the couch knocked I shook my head to myself. Here it is I'm doing all the work and they added knocked out.
Hearing a key turn in my door knob I knew it was heat or guch them muthafuckas was the only ones I trusted in my house besides Rae and my mom.
"Nas!" Guchs loud ass shouts from the foyer
"Nigga shh! Ma and Rae sleeping bring y'all asses down stairs" I say realizing guch and heat here
"Man this what tf I mean y'all niggas gotta be butt buddies why y'all grown asses matching and shit" guch ignorant ass says referring to me and heats all black attire and the same shoes
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"Nigga shut yo dumb ass up ain't nobody plan that shit great minds just think a lot" heat says while smacking the back of his head
"Anyway what was so important that you wanted to talk about earlier" guch changes subjects making me remember why I had called they asses earlier tell them we needed to meet up
"Oh yea... next month we needa make that trip down To DR that new connect I was telling y'all about I think I wanna make that official. He talking way better prices and y'all know the shit A1 plus how shoota been moving lately that nigga just hot Feds gone be on his ass soon enough and I want no parts in that shit" I explain
"Shit I feel it I don't got no time to be getting locked up. Hell none of us especially you nas with the little one on the way and shit" guch says with a sly grin making me wonder how he know what I got going on
"Nigga what! Who you done knocked up that bitch up in law school?" Heat says
"Nah nigga Rae" guch tells him
"Whattt!" Heat yells
"Nigga how you know and she ain't pregnant yet"
"Rae told me shit she done made me the god father and everything" he explains
"Nigga that's my job and you retarded ass won't even get to see my kid"
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After Knocking on Rae's room door I entered without waiting for her respond. She sat on her bed in a matching panty and bra set her ass was already fine plus the liquor I had consumed and the weed I had just smoked I was ready to devour her ass
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"Nigga I ain't say come in"
"This my house I'll go anywhere I want" I tell her while laying down next to her and resting my eyes
"You was teasing me about being happy about this baby and yo ass naming niggas the god father and shit. And by the way guch ain't being the god dad"
"Why not I like guch" she tells me as she continues to scroll through her phone
"That nigga stu- yo wtf you doing" my eyes pop open as she straddles my lap
"Ummm initiating se- oh you wanted like to do artificial insemination.. omg I'm so so-" she rambles making me laugh
"Nah nah you good Rae you just took me by surprise I never thought you'd be the take charge type of female you caught a nigga off guard"
"Oh boy I thought you was scared of vagina for a minute" she says making me laugh even harder
"Me? Scared of pussy?"
"I mean you is light skin probably got a little pink penis. Do you even know how to handle all this"
"Lemme show up ass better than I can tell you"
An : ok I don't really like this chapter butttt let me know what y'all think. I'm kinda starting to feel like I should develop they relationship a little bit more but on the other hand idk
