Andy Biersack- the walking blood bag (on hold)

Broken (trigger warning)

(Eva's pov)

I groaned as I sat up, shit did I fall asleep? I looked to my side to find my arm free of the drip and a now room temp cup of coffee on the table beside me.

The door clicked open, I studied it until Andy's head poked out from behind it.

"Hey sleepy" Andy smiled
'I need to go home'
A frown spread across my face but I know I have to leave.

"You don't have to go ya know" he raised an eyebrow 'how did he know what I was thinking' damn he looked so sexy when he did that.

"I'm telepathic, and your not so bad yourself" he winked looking even more seductive than usual.
I buried my face in the pillow to attempt to hide my embarrassment, my face felt like lava from the sudden rush of blood.

"Are you saying you want me to stay? With you and the others?" I muffled into the pillow still red faced.

"Yeah, I don't see why not?" He turned and walked to the door "I'll let you think about it" he closed the door quietly behind him.

Is he fucking serious!? he wants me to live with him and the others?!
"Yep" andy spoke popping the p from behind the door.

I couldn't help but laugh, it wouldn't hurt to at least consider it or many even try it out, it's not everyday you have your idol ask you to stay with them!

It would be cool to live with other people instead of being all alone all the time... what am I thinking, I've only known them five minutes!

"BREAKFAST!!!" andy yelled, the smell of bacon and pancakes filled my nose.

I plodded out of the door and into the small kitchen of the bus.
"Here" Jake handed me a plate stacked full of bacon pancakes.
"Thanks" I smiled and stared at my plate, the pancakes smelt great but the thought of eating made my stomach twinge.

"So your Andy's squeeze? ey?" Jinx asked raising an eyebrow, I choked on the bacon, that was firmly lodged in my throat "um no? not that I know of?" I looked over at Andy who seemed to be hiding his rosy cheeks.

I pushed away my plate and saw Jake's eyebrows rise, "your full?" I nodded not wanting to speak about it, I looked across the table to see Ashley staring at my chest, I looked down to see blood stains and dried blood from the night before.

"Urm is it okay to use your bathroom please?" I looked as andy and motioned at the blood "third door on the left" he nodded towards the door.

I closed the door behind me, and sat down in the middle of the bathroom, I couldn't stop myself from crying, so much has happened in the past two days.

I looked across the room and laid eyes on my reflection in the mirror, I felt sickened at what I saw, blood covered top and throat, almost white skin.
I ran to the toilet bowl and forced myself to be sick, my stomach disposing of the pancakes, I was relieved to get out of my stomach .

I switched on the shower and peeled out of my blood dried clothes and stepped into the shower.

After what seemed like forever I sat on the shower floor with my head in my hands, what did he mean by Andy's new squeeze? why would he ever be interested in me apart from my blood.

I notice a small but seemingly still sharp razor on the side of the shower.

I've been cut free for almost a year now, but I always fall to the knees of temptation.

I picked up the blade and studied it quickly before sliding it across my wrists, the blood dripped from the fresh cuts and mixed with the water.
'You know it's not enough' everyone would be better off without me, I'm useless, no one even like's me, andy only helped me because he felt guilty, he should of just killed me.

I dug the razor deeper into my wrist following my vein down to the pit of my elbow.

The blood poured from my forearm, I crawled out of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel, the blood wouldn't stop, 'what have I done', I pressed the towel against my arm, the towel soon became sticky and soaked with blood.

My head began to spin and swirl, my knees buckled from underneath me, "EVA IM COMING IN" I landed on the ground as the door broke open, my eyes met Andy's before everything went black.

(Andy's POV)

The whole bus flooded with the smell of Eva's blood.

"Is she okay in there? Is she on her period or something?" CC bit his bottom lip.

"Well whatever's going on, it's making me hungry" Ashley laid back on the couch.

"She's loosing too much blood" fuck what's going on! I stomped towards the bathroom, I reached the door and the smell of the blood was so strong it was like sprinting into a brick wall.

But something caught my eye as I tried to open the door, blood, blood pooling from underneath the door.
'Fuck I can't loose her'

"EVA IM COMING IN" kicked the door open, my heart sank, and panic arose.

(AN: cliff hanger, hope you liked the chapter, sorry it's not much but there will be more if feedback is good ❤️)