A Poem For Depression & Love

Insomnia's best friend

Those dreams you would enjoy as a child

suddenly comeback but worse

they twist and turn your reality whilst asleep

what I once thought as boring I now found it a new life

sleep

oh how I wish for it back, to fall into a void of darkness

or to relive the memories I have of him...

well that's what they used to be

now oh don't get me started

they've changed

those memories twisted with the words I've heard all my life but with his image

I know they're not true but I cant help but think if that's what he always wanted to say to me...

Your Broken, and you can never be fixed

Your a disappointment not only to all of us but to yourself as well

why bother trying when your only going to fail...

oh the list could go on endlessly but only few could come up instantly

they were words from people in my past yet I can imagine him saying them to me...

now

I would take 2 hours of sleep as a gift then nothing...

my tired eyes can barely stay awake. the music helps if it's heavy and loud...

Sadly some people are unfortunate and becomes Insomnia's best friend like myself...

ill try to sleep every night but..

emotions are hard to control when your tired of everything...