Salvation

Chapter 8

It's been two months since incident with my mate in the fields and it has not be easy. I went to the fields everyday for six weeks following meeting him. I kinda was hoping maybe the next day he might come till Jed spoke into me. He was there with me each day even though he didn't understand why i left crying. He said whoever is that broke my heart doesn't deserve me and I should stop waiting for them. Something snapped in me that day and it was the last time I went to the field.

Donovan has been around a lot too but I doubt he could tell something happened to me. He is always busy telling me about Alpha duties and the role we must play. The guy has already plan how many pups we will have which is creepy. I even started attending meetings with him, first day I went to a meeting with him, he was so excited that kissed me all over my face. The down side is that he is getting all touchy feely with me. His wolf has accepted me and is trying to bond with mine.

My wolf is having none of it. She is rejecting the bond is always agitated whenever Donovan is around me. This one time she even growled at him because he wanted to kiss me. This is frustrating him more and we've decided the claiming ceremony will be in two months time. Not being intimate with me is driving him nuts,he came to my house one night asking me help him with his hard on and I refused. He was so mad that he broke my dressing table and disappeared for three days.

When he came back he apologized and told me his wolf is trying to build a connection with mine and fighting for control to claim his mate. I was shocked that his wolf saw me as his mate, I mean I felt absolutely nothing for him. He keeps on saying it's becoming harder and for him to control his wolf as I'm becoming more beautiful. My hair is more fuller and dark,my lips are full and my hips are wider with a thin waist. My scent has changed and it's more enticing and the fact that he can't be with me is hard. If it was up to him,I would be a marked and claimed female.

I went to the library to get information about Lycans and bonds. Apparently if you mated to a Lycan you body changes to accommodate your partner. For wolfs it take six to twelve months for the transformation to be complete,where as for humans it's take two to three years. The change of smell is for drawing your mate to claim you. Changes in the body is because you need to be able to protect yourself and pups. Male Lycans stamina is five times of an Alpha male. That had my wolf purring knowing her mate is strong will satisfy our needs.

She was in high spirits that I was happy too. I didn't want to remind her that our mate is gone. It's been a while feeling her presence so much. All the information that I got was helpful as I will know what to expect and how to deal with it. I closed the book and put it away then made my way home.

I found my parents sitting in the kitchen and it seemed like they were waiting for me. "Mom,dad is everything Okay?" I asked kissing their cheeks. "Why don't you tell us Lola." My father said with a gruff voice. This is weird "Mom did I do something wrong? " my dad has never been mad at me and what's worse I don't know why. "Honey there's something you are not telling us and we know." I stilled at her words and my heart was pounding. "There's nothing going on mom. You know I tell you everything." My father gave me an annoyed look. "Obviously you don't tell her everything since you haven't mentioned that you met your mate and he is a Lycan!" He was shouting now and I just sat there speechless. Everything I've been trying to forget came back and hit me hard.

Tears streamed down my face, I didn't what to tell my parents. That mate fucked and left me. "Cane I told you, I will do the talking myself but you had to hulk on her!" My mother reprimanded dad as sobs wrecked my body. My father just stood there with a guilty expression,I'm sure my mother kept cussing on him via bond link. After a while I managed to come down. I told them everything and my father was so mad that he shifting on the kitchen floor and broke two chairs. He was a growling mess,Mom had to kicked him out of the house. "Lola why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you." She looked hurt that I didn't trust her. "I'm sorry mom but talking about him hurts, I had managed to lock all thoughts about him in the back my mind." She nodded in understanding. "So what are you gonna do about the baby? I heard Lycan pregnancies are hard,I don't know how you'll handle it without your mate nearby. " All that kept ringing in my mind is word baby over and over I gain.

I couldn't be pregnant. I shook my head and looked at my mother.  "I'm not pregnant mom." She looked at me like I've grown a second head. "Honey you pregnant, your scent has changed and your body has started changing to accommodate the baby." I shook my head "No Mom, I can't be pregnant. Kazor didn't penetrate me. He said he can't take me like that in a forest." I was so embarrassed telling this to my mother. It's not everyday you tell you parent you didn't get dick. "Lola you trying to tell me this man did not have sex or mark you and he was able to leave You?" I nodded slowly "He said he had loose ends to tie before claiming me and that was two months ago." She looked me sadly and came around the counter to give me a hug.

"It's okay baby, whether your mate is here or not. Me and your father will be there every step of the way." She said kissing my forehead