I have blue eyes. They often turn grey and green. People say my eyes are beautiful and make me look strong, kind and happy. When really all I can think of when I stare into my own eyes is how broken they make me look. Drowning in all the colours. Staring blankly at myself. Looking so dull and numb... My eyes are the hole in the wall. The wall protecting my brokenness to the world. When you really stare into my eyes you can see that. But when you look at them from the angle most people do all you see is that strong wall. Not the hole... Look carefully into someone's eyes and their secrets will fall out before you.
