Sweet Dreams

Chapter 2

*4 years later*

Lily's POV

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.

I long for that feeling to not feel at all.

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink.

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.

I jump up and out of bed; quickly apply a thick line of black eyeliner to match my now black hair. Yay, I dyed it. I am 17 years old, almost an adult. I also had to do my hair, I teased it majorly, and that's how I always do my hair. I opened my closet door and found an Asking Alexandria shirt and black skinny jeans; I also threw on some white and black checkered converse. I grabbed my school bag and walked out into the hall when my mother stepped in the way.

"Umm mom can you move?" I ask as I try sidestepping around her, she put her arm out to stop me.

"Seriously mom, I need to go to school" I said slightly raising my voice.

"Lily, you're not going to school today" She said looking at the floor.

"Why not?" I said kinda annoyed.

"We are moving to Regina, my boss thinks there will be better work for me there"

"I'm not going! WE JUST MOVED HERE!!" I screamed.

"Lily, you have no choice you, Jaime and me are moving, better start packing your things" She said in her "stern" voice. I threw my bag at the wall and stomped off to my room, slamming the door behind me. How could she? We just moved here like what 5 months ago. "Dare me to jump off this jersey bridge, I bet you never had a Friday night like this" Vic's beautiful voice came from my phone. I picked it up quickly and said "hello". It was my boyfriend Kyle. He was coming over soon, to hang I guess I'd have to tell him we were moving, again.

About 10 minutes later there was a knock on my door. Then my annoying little brother yelled something I couldn't make out over my blasted music. I got up from the half full box of cd's and opened the door to see my little brown haired brother glaring at me, typical, and my boyfriend Kyle smiling at me. I grabbed Kyle's hand and slammed the door in my brother's face. Kyle mad his way to my stereo and turned it down so we could talk.

"Kitty Cat" Kyle cooed as he held his arms out to me, I jumped up into him arms as he grabbed hold of my thighs, holding me up.

"Boo Bear" I said in a little child's voice, as I grabbed hold of his cheeks and kissed him passionately. He walked over to my bed and laid my down while climbing onto, not once breaking the kiss. I grabbed hold of his John deer shirt and lifted it swiftly over his head only momentarily breaking the kiss. He quickly pulled my shirt over my head being careful not to mess up my perfect hair. :P I grabbed hold of his blonde locks and turned my head slightly, deepening the kiss, he rolled over so he was laying on his back. I used this new position to straddle his lap. His hands find there was to my hips as he forces my hips down on him. A small moan escapes as his hands grip my boobs in both hands. He sits up leaning against the back board of my bed, he pulls me onto his lap, so my back is facing him. His hands run up and down my sides as I continue moaning. I lean back as he moves my hair away from the left side of my neck, I soon feel his warm lips on my neck, my moans only got louder as he nibbled on my sweet spot. Just then there was a knock on the door.

"Don't come in" I yell over the still loud music.

"Gesh I was just telling you mom expects your stuff packed by supper" Jaime yells through the door.

"Fine" I yell back, rolling my eyes when I notice a small tear streams down Kyle's cheek.

"Your moving?" his voice nothing more than a faint squeak. I frown and begin crying. I didn't wanna go, I loved Kyle. He was my first real boyfriend. We have been dating about 3 years, and to be honest he was my first love. I turned to see myself in the mirror and I had dark smudges under my eyes from the tears, I was about to jump up and wipe all the eyeliner off but was stopped by a firm hand grabbing my forearm. I turned and saw Kyle's red and puffy eyes, they still looked beautiful, I loved his hazel eyes. I basically pounced on top of him, like a cat, a smile spread across his face as he wrapped his arms around my waist laying me down beside him. I felt his harsh breathing on my neck as he lay motionless in the spooning position. Tears started streaming down my face as I listened to the song "If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn" by Sleeping with Sirens. At one point his grip tightened I could tell the song was getting to him so I got up and changed it quickly. For about an hour we just laid there, it broke my heart to thing this might be the last time Kyle holds me.

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Hello there, Kylie here :3 Did you like? Hope so! Heres the links to the songs in the chapter ok Lily's alarm, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNbZJ-IgAEg and the song Kyle and Lily were listening to , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71SvPulAyZI XOXO Kitty Cat