Warning: Self harm, purging
Louis' POV
Here I am now, in choir with a beautiful man, who told me to call when I have problems.
Jesus lordy.
"Hey Lou? I wanna ask you a question, and you don't have to answer if you don't want" Harry says seriously. Uh oh.
Did I do something?
I bet I make him uncomfortable.
"Why... Why do you like me?" Harry asks, cutting himself short in the middle of the sentence to see what he was saying was appropriate.
"Um" I start to blush... hard. "I-I don't know..." I answer looking down, embarrassed.
The rest of choir was awkward silence.
*After school*
Harry's POV
The remaining class periods flash by quickly, and I found myself in the football field warming up.
My mind drifts off to Louis and what he said.
I do like him but not THAT way. Right? He is nice, sweet, shy and absolutely adorable and innocent and I love how large sweaters cover his little hands. But I don't like him...
"Hey mate, deep in thought?" Zayn mutters next to me with Luke.
" Just a bit. Nothin' important" I say, stretching my hamstrings.
"Oh get this," Zayn rambles. "Kendall told me something about Louis" I look up by Louis name. "What?" I ask, and furrow my eyebrows.
And he tells me about Louis journal.
"No way," I say shaking my head. and stretching out my arm. That can't be true.
Louis likes me, but not that much.
...
Right?
******tralala******
I shower after practice, and exit the school to begin my walk home.
I walk up the stairs by the field and I stop in my spot when I heard the OH so familiar angelic voice.
I stood there, in the middle of the stairs, listening to Louis.
*I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human.
Only human...*
He finished off.
