My secret crush

I hate you

I came home crying. I wasn't 100% sure why but I felt really sad. I ran into ahjumma's arms. "Sunni what's wrong?" she asked sounding concern. I wanted to answer but I was crying too much.

After that went to design. I didn't bother with homework. I was finished with all of their clothes. All except Myungsoo. I just need them to try it out. I stretched back on my chair and saw the guitar. I haven't played in a while actually. I picked it up and strum and few string. Knock...knock. "Come in" I called out. Ahjumma stuck her head through the crack of the door and the wall and asked "Feeling better?"

"Yeah. I don't know what came over me" I smiled.

"Glad you're okay. Somebody's here to seen you."

"Bring her in" I said. It's most likely Mimi. Myungsoo isn't home yet so Jihyun's probably still with him and I don't want to speak to her no more. The door opened and I said "Hey Mimi" as I continued strumming. "Mimi? Should I be jealous?" I looked up and saw Jinyoung. "Oh. Sorry. I thought you were someone else."

He sat down on the floor next to me and asked "You play?"

"A little."

"Play something for me" he requested. I played the song that Myungsoo used to play for me when we were kids. It just bring backs memories of when I was young. I didn't realize I started crying until he wiped a tear away. "You okay?" he asked.

"Yeah. I'm fine. Can we go for a walk?"

"Sure." He got up and extended his hand to. I grab hold of it as he pulled me up and we left. We were walking to the park. "What do you think of Italian food?"

"I love it. Why?"

"It's a redo of our first date."

"Kay. This time, you'll pick me up" I laughed.

"Isn't that Jihyun and some guy?" he said pointing to the swings. I looked over and saw her with him. Some friend she is. "Is she the friend you were talking about?"

"Friend?"

"Yeah. Last night. You said you just lost a best friend."

"Yeah. She broke the best friend code." I looked away because I couldn't continue watching. My heart started to hurt more than usual. "You okay?"

I nodded my head yes and smiled at him. I glanced over and saw Myungsoo looked over at us. I grabbed Jinyoung's arm cutely and said "Let's get some ice cream" as I pulled him. I feel bad that I'm using him to make Myungsoo jealous. He's a really nice person, it's just too bad I'm not. "Here you go" he said handing me my chocolate cone. I gladly accepted in and licked it. So good. "Feeling better already" he asked.

I nodded my head yes and said "Ice cream is the way to the soul."

"Where'd you hear that?"

"From a cookie."

He began laughing at my comment. I tipped the ice cream to some went on his face and said "Its not that funny."

"It is" he said as he wiped some of his ice cream on my face. "Okay. Okay" I laughed. I haven't laughed this much in a while and it felt really good to. I took some tissue and wiped the ice cream off. "Sunni. Jinyoung. Didn't see you guys there." I looked and saw Jihyun. My smile immediately turned to a frown. What is she doing here? "Jihyun. Hey, do you guys want to join us" he asked.

"I'm sure they're busy" I said.

"We'd love to" Myungsoo said as he pulled up a chair. Great. "Who's this?" Jinyoung asked.

"I'm Myungsoo" he introduced "I'm a friend of Sunni. She probably talked about me."

"No she hasn't" he said which made me stifle a laugh. "You?" he asked.

"I'm Jinyoung. Sunni's boyfriend" he said.

"I didn't know you two were serious" Jihyun said to me. I just ignored her. It's not to be rude but she deserved it. They both did and I hated them for it. "We should be heading back" I said as I stood up. Jinyoung did too and said "Nice meeting you Myungsoo. See you at school Jihyun" he said and we began walking away. Glad that was over. "If you don't mind me asking. What did Jihyun so that broke the best friend code?"

"She's going out with Myungsoo."

"Is he an ex? Crush?" I didn't answer because I know he won't like the answer "Never mind. I don't want to know" he said putting his hands up. When we got to my house we stood at the front door. "Thanks for today. I really needed it" I said as I hugged him. "Sunni. You have some ice cream on your face" he said. His thumb brushed the corner of my bottom lip and as was wiping it off. "Jinyoung-" he cut me off by kissing me. I kept my eyes opened shocked. When the kiss ended he said "See you tomorrow."

"Yeah. See you tomorrow" I said and I watched him leave and I saw Myungsoo appear. "Jinyoung left?"

"Yeah. He just left" I answered as I unlocked the door and entered. He followed and closed the door behind him. "Jihyun thinks that you hate her" he said.

"She doesn't have to worry about that, because I do" I said smiling when I was really hurting on the inside. I walked to my room and slammed the door but he just came in anyway. "How could you hate her? She's amazing" he said in awe. Just stab me why don't you. "Can we not talk about this now" I said annoyed. I don't want to hear her name anymore. "I finished designing these for the members. There's a name tag on it. Tell them to try it on and see if it fits" I said.

"I'll go now. I won't be home tonight" he said as he picked up the designs. Just before he left he said "Sunni. You've changed."

"Yeah. You too" I replied as he left. I sat down on the bed and buried my face in my hands. What am I doing? My phone beeped. I just ignored it. I'm not in the mood right now. It beeped again. And again. And again. "Alright." I picked it up and looked at who was texting me. 'Sunni. What happened between you and Jihyun?'

'Did you guys get in a fight?'

'Call me when you get this.'

I dialed in her number and pressed the phone to my ears. It ringed three times until she picked up. "Sunni. Thank goodness. I thought you were ignoring me too."

"What is it Mimi?"

"What happened between you and Jihyun. She told me that you were ignoring her at the park."

"It's nothing you should worry about."

"Don't shut me out. Tell me."

"She did something she shouldn't have. Listen I have to go. I'll talk to you at school" I said and hanged up as I tossed my phone on the other side of the bed. I laid in bed and fell asleep.